Yesterday i saw my Master Calimore for further conditioning and training. He tranced me and deepened my enslavement to Him. After coming out of the trance i noticed a shift within myself related to Him but it was hard to put my finger on it. i just know that my attitudes are shifting. As to remembering what was said in that trance, i remembered it then but today, it has faded like a dream. i am still trying to put my finger on what has changed in me but it alludes me right now. i do know that i want to hear his voice and be tranced by Him even more now. i am deriving an enormous amount of pleasure in His trancing me. i am hoping that we can get together more than once a week as i am really becoming eager for furthering my training. We did talk a little bit about a contract and He seems to think that it is not necessary, that His previous Master did not have one and that it was not that important for them. i guess that we will talk further about this. For me it will show my commitment to Him to let Him know that i am fully dedicated to doing this for Him. One thing that has come up for me that may be the results of the last trancing session is that i am feeling a deep affection for Him which only adds to my wanting to become more His slave. i did tell Him about this and He likewise told me that He too has feelings for me and that it was one of the reasons He had accepted my request to become His slave. It was something that He did not take lightly. i know that this will not supplant the relationship that He has with His wife and that she is ok with this. I even posed the possibility of Her become a Mistress to me in cooperation with Him. She has been in that role before. He said that He would tell Her about that. i just want to be able to serve Him in any way i can. i am really looking forward to the time that i will respond to whatever He asks me without any thought or question, a complete mindset as a slave. He did do some hypnotic binding of my wrists and feet and left me there that way for a while. It seems that no matter what i would do, i could not move them. He then did some further trancing with me and after coming out of the trance, i was still bound to the place He designated, so binding lasted until He freed me. We did discuss a bit about BDSM and that i had no real experience with that but on researching, outside of pain, i felt i had no real problems with it. That is an area that we will be exploring in the future, especially when He disciplines me to further my training. He did say that He could do some hypnotic caging for me at a later date. i hope that i will be able to have the depth of trance for that to be real to me. I know that my response to His suggestions of being bound worked but muscle catalepsy has worked with me in the past so i was not surprised when that did. i do know that i am going much deeper with each successive trance session so there may come the day that i will go down deep enough to experience those suggestions. At the end of my visit I felt we had made some good progress with my training which only made me want more and to have them more frequently. i want to be able to be fully a slave to Him and do whatever He wants of me, without thought, and be eager to please and serve Him in all ways. To have a continuous slave mindset at all times, whether i am with Him or not is my goal. That is for the future. Now i have to be patient and take it one step at a time. Hopefully they will be big leaps and that i will come to the point where he will collar me. If i am allowed to have any pride, it will be my ability to serve Him and to wear His collar. He may do a phone session with me on Saturday, we will see. I am hoping that maybe I will be able to see him again after my blood thinner coumedin check on Monday morning. I will have the rest of the day open then. I will pose that as a possibility for our next meeting.