And boy am I behind with my writing... I don't know if i have the time to write about my vacation experiences. Lots of things happened but since only very few of them have to do with my email slavery, i will just skip that part and act as if i magically leapt forward in time.

I had several mails in my inbox but did not read them until today. And, well, they gave me lots of "entertainment". The fun started when I had a weird fetish nightclub experience right after getting up in the morning. It was a little frightening because i felt like i was wearing some very reastreining clothes and i wasn't really in control of my movements. I felt a little captivated. But somehow it was not too frightening altogether and I sure enjoyed the attention that i was getting as a fetish-robot-puppet-gogogirl-thingy *g*. Dancing for other peoples enjoyment was kinda fun. Dancing in a very sexual way was more fun. And doing it uncontrollably was especially fun. After I was freed I wanted to play with myself, only to find that I was almost unable to. For some reason my whole crotch grew numb like it had fallen asleep. I gave it up then.

The embarassment began when I went to use the bathroom right after that. It was one of those teleportation experiences, like when I had masturbated in a big stadium before thousands of people. Only this time, I was somehow teleported from the toilet to a bench in public and I could not do anything but relieve myself there, with everybody staring at my naked form, disgusted at what I was doing. I knew the whole time that it most certainly wasn't real, but as I was teleported back to my toilet, I was beet red from shame.

Well and then I had those very pleasurable handshakes. I think the trigger still persists. Whenever I shake someones hand, I melt away into a powerful climax. And I mean powerful. It rarely worked that well to have an orgasm from hypnosis. Also my breasts seem to be growing and there is some more stuff going on but.... that will be another story. I have to catch up on what is going on later. Just wanted to tell you that i am still alive and loving it *g*.