from puppy... finally! Although I hoped for something that differs from the one I sent her earlier, but at least I am glad to hear from her. Also, I should maybe pack some extra underwear during the next days *g*.
But maybe I should recap about my day first. And let me tell you, it was an intense one. Oh boy. Where to start?
I went to work today and found myself, well, picking up that nasty habit again, of showing off my ass to people. It has always fascinated me how I could be appreciated and get people's attention by blatantly showing off the dirtiest body part i have. I don't know if it really is the dirtiest one but still, the feeling of showing off that way has always fascinated and aroused me. So it felt kinda natural. The first instance I dropped my keys for no appearant reason (why did I even take them out of my pocket then) i know it was just so i could shamelessly bend a the waist. Now it is fairly cold weather here by now, so i wore jeans, but they compliment my figure nicely (so i have been told) so i figured showing off that way was better than nothing.
Problem was, as soon as I bent, I felt a disturbing fullness inside me that indicated a very urgend need to use the bathroom. I felt a little panicky that maybe I would be forced to empty myself in my pants in public, maintaining such a humiliating pose, but to my relief, the feeling of fullness melted away completely just as i straightened up.
Despite being a little afraid of what might happen, I pushed my luck a few more times. I arrived at the office and it turned out to be bend-over heaven. So many small objects that could be subject to clumsiness and gravity. Each time I dropped a pen or a few papers, I bent low for them and again, I felt that startling feeling of having to urgently use the bathroom again (for doing both things, btw). It should have occured to me that I probably should not keep doing what I did but it felt just too good to obey and behave like a total slut.
Then, however, as I bent for a paperclip, I suddenly felt like I should really go to the bathroo to solve my problem so I went for it. Unfortunately, as I was at the door, my phone rang so I went for the storage room. I know it is a weird place to go for making a phone call, but somehow it made sense to me. And then I dropped something again, don't even remember what. I bent for it, very carefully, but it was no use. As soon as I was completely bent over, the need to empty myself was overwhelming. I made a run for the restroom, desperately, to relieve myself. And relieve myself I did, but unfortunately I did not make it to the bathroom in time. So there I was, finally in a toilet stall, having just gone big time into my panties. Yes, both ways. In the office. With my boss around. I didn't know what to do. I felt like I was going to get fired. It was terrible.
I very carefully emptied my panties and decided to get rid of them altogether.
Now I still had my pants wet. Luckily, it showed only a little bit. I decided to go for the dare to walk back into my office with a wet spot between my legs. I don't know how I expected to survive that but somehow i magically did. I realize now that it was more or less my own choice but maybe I had not expected it to happen at work but on the way? I don't know. Somehow it turned out good and now I am horny as hell from what happened. Seriously, that was so incredibly edgy that I have grown at least a breast size because of equis trigger, from all the times I have orgasmed. I guess I will play with myself now.
Oh yes, the file:
must do
You will read this file carefully, being ready to obey it completely and
eagerly. The more you realise how familiar it seems, the more natural it
will be to obey complately, and every change you notice will make these
instructions sink even deeper in your mind.
Because this file feels so familiar, it will be easy to believe that I
have sent back the same email you sent me. After reading this email, you
wwill be sure that is what I have done, so you will be expecting its
effects. And any change will be so impossible to resist because you won't
expect it at all, your conscious mind being so sure what I have sent you.
The following effects will occure whenever your subconscious mind finds that
it is safe for you to do so without any real danger of getting into trouble.
You will have to obey it when there is no real danger, and otherwise you
will just save it for later.
The next three times when you use the bathroom to poo, you will simply
forget to pull down your underwear. It will just not occure to you that you
need to pull it down. You will realize that something feels different, and
after you have finished, you will remember the email you sent me and discover
that you have just been sitting on the
loo, peeing through your underwear. When you are done, you will carefully
try to wipe and dry your panties with toilet paper, but even that will feel
like you made me do after peeing. You will know that you have peed like
you made me, but you will not notice that you pooped too. Afterwards, you
will simply
pull up your pants or rearrange your skirt, wash your hands and leave the
bathroom. Everything will feel just like it normally does. But after five
minutes you will realize the unfamiliar wetness of your undies. But instead
of examining them or doing something about them, you will feel a powerful
urge to write yourself an email saying "I just wet my panties for you,
Angelique.". It will be completely irresistable. You must write that
email, and send it to me and to yourself. Once you have sent this email,
you will know that you sent it becaause of the email I sent you, and you will
Feel proud of obying my revenge email. But when you read the one you sent
yourself, only then you will realise that you have pooped in your panties
too, and that might excite you so much that you must either pee again, or
begin to masturbate. Then you
will know that you cannot change your panties until they are dry.
After having obeyed me three times, peeing through your panties and writing
me the email afterwards, you will feel like you need to get some sort of
revenge. You will want to write me a file as well, and you will know that
because it is revenge for what I have sent you, I won't be able to resist any
Suggestion you give me no matter what. You will want to send thenaughtiest,
most embarrassing thing you can think of, knowing I can't resist anything
you send. But when you send the revenge file, you will accidentally send
yourself a copy as well. And because you wrote it, you will not be able to
resist the suggestions no matter what, just like I can't. From now on, you
will find that this applies to any email slave email you send to me or
anybody else, you will send yourself a copy and obey it completely
regardless of what restrictions you might have on files sent by other
people.
And another file:
MUST DO
this file will have both the truth and humilation mixed into it.
your first part is simple. for all your day tomorrow you will find a need to not wear any underwear. you will wear something that fits the weather in your area but you also want to try to feel sexy. Than if anyone asks about your clothing or comments on your body you will have a need to tell them how your not wearing anything underneath them to make them jealous. You will want them to want you!
Also when your done reading this email you will have the biggest feeling to tell me through email about your craziest sexual experience. You will want to go into the greatest detail of what happened during it.
As well in this email you will send me what you want done to yourself next time. Something very creative that your subconcious desires.
And another one. Yay!
MUST DO
Since you enjoy showing off your ass so much when you go out tomorrow you will wear the tightest thinest thong you have and show it off as much as possible to people. You will bend over for every little thing you can possibly think off.
When your home and you have sometime you will imagine you are in the park. You are in the park very naked. You will have no idea where your clothes went but they are all gone. You will be so embarassed but it is time to give everyone a show. You will dance around and show off your body to everyone around. You will even have a crowd near by you and you will just love every second of it
Lots of fun to come, I think. Well, I hope. Today will be long remembered. Whoever wrote me the file that made me do this, please don't think you went too far. You gave me the decision and I made it. And to be quite honest, the desperate situation it put me in was extremely arousing. Also, having to bend over and then realizeing i have to go to the toilet has a strange synergy. I don't know how, but the thought of that has me all aroused. again. Thank you!!!