Oh boy... I just woke up on the floor besides my laptop and a bowl of milk. And my hands and feet feel like I have cat paws. I know I had some sort of session yesterday but my memory ends somewhere after getting those paws. I'm a little nervous that I have just fallen asleep (it was fairly late and I had been going out with a few friends, had a few drinks) in the middle of the session. My laptop was out of battery so I don't know what happened. I sincerely apologize for just disappearing all of a sudden. On the other hand, now I have cat paws instead of hands and feet, which is a little irritating. Maybe it is just fair. I hope they'll wear off...

Funny thing though, I can type with ease. Good thing, because I wanted to recap about yesterday. So here we go. Meow!

Yesterday morning I went to the loo and suddenly I knew that I would be doing something foolish. Then I felt a little hazy all of a sudden and I knew that I had just peed through my panties. Clumsy me, I thought, but it was only fair since I had been given the same file that I sent puppy. It made her forget to pull down her underwear three times when she went to the bathroom to pee, so I guessed that I'd be stuck with the same effects. I knew I could not change panties then, I was forbidden to. So I just wiped them dry as good as possible and kept wearing them. I know it sounds dirty and it was. Even more so than I thought...

I then found myself obeying the suggestions further, sending myself an email confirming the "success" of wetting my panties properly like I was told to. It felt even more weird than expected the whole time and as the email popped up in my own inbox, I suddenly realized why. I had not just peed. I had something else in my panties. I had gone poo. As unexpected as that was, it was also quite messy and disgusting because I had not realized it and sat down quite carelessly. I wanted to clean myself up right away but found myself unable to. I had to wait a full hour until I felt myself able to. I did some household chores then, because I could hardly go out of the house with such a disaster in my panties. Eww...

After I was finally allowed to clean up, I took a shower and wanted to dress quickly because I had to go to the university to hand in some forms. For some reason I felt a little helpless as I wanted to put on my undies. I knew I could not. Panties were definately a no-go that day. Luckily, I found after a few second that I was at least allowed to wear a thong and of course I chose the skimpy pink one. You know, the one I hate. (And love for that same reason *g*).

With the weather being fairly cold and rainy, I chose to wear jeans, but of course lowrider ones so my thong would peek out at the top obscenely. Of course I did, because I felt a very powerful need to show off my backside again. I was half afraid I would be made to wet or mess myself again, but luckily there was nothing (more) of that kind. Instead, I just spent the whole day walking around and bending over for whatever reason I could find. I felt great about it, never being too obvious, but always getting the attention I desperately seeked. The thong/jeans combination looks incredibly slutty and cheap while being possible accidental. Also, I am getting very creative about finding reasons to bend over. For some reason, having men admire my ass, that dirty body part with which I do such disgusting things every now and then is a heck of a turn on. Really, being ogled is fun, especially in a public place like the mall (I have chosen another mall by now that is a little further from the place where I live. I can practically do anything there, without getting recognised by someone). I found a great technique when "accidentally" dropping my purse, to make sure that all the contents spill out on the floor. I bend for every single item and if someone helps me (usually some men do), I take the opportunity to gratify them by more or less blatantly bending right in front of them, pushing my bum in their face. I have grown so shameless about that stuff and I love it! When one of them has to rearrange something in his trousers after handing me my lipstick, I feel like I have done well.

Oh, by the way, there was one disturbing experience the day before yesterday, when I went to sleep. I suddenly found myself sitting in my former class room at the school i went to and everything went hazy. I was some kind of demonstration object for biology class. I just sat there naked and had the teach explain my female body parts to a bunch of students. It was humiliating but I had somehow just tuned out and let it happen. It ended with me having a powerful orgasm, while they just sat there unmoved, some of them rather bored, and took notes about where my g spont is. It was a little frustrating too, but in a good way. Bizarre.