So i guess its time that a journal entry is now due, since i really haven’t posted in such a long time on here. For all of you who are interested in my journal, i apologize now. Here are some of the things that are going on which are keeping me super busy.

The first thing that is keeping me super busy lately is school. I have been trying really hard to get the time to either journal or do files, but i just find that everything is so crammed with school that i have barely any time to myself and to be able to do files. The odd time i will be able to do a file, but i find i get so off track because of school, that its been so hard to journal about it. I just have so many assignments and tests and group assignments to worry about that really end up stressing me out in the end. Some of you who are in chat might have seen it, others well im sure you can relate. As it stands today, i have about 3 things that i have to do by tomorrow for school. So its really all pretty crazy.

Another thing that is piled on top of all that is the fact that im moving soon. Whodoyacallit , my master ended up buying a house not too long ago, and back then, the closing date was in about 6 weeks. Now its coming down to almost 3 weeks, and I still need to go through most of my stuff, see what i want and don’t want, get it all packed and everything. 3 weeks is really going to come fast since i still have stuff to worry about for school. Which is really going to make me super stressed/overwhelmed probably.

So as you can see just those things alone are really making this half of the year really hectic for me. I feel like i have let people down from not having time to post a journal all the time. But i guess its such as life. I do have a life, and my life comes first. I hope everyone understands . But anyways off of my rant and on to two files i have to talk about.

So a couple days ago, i guess i could say i had a pretty orgasmic day heh. I woke up all refreshed and decided to put my clothes on, but every time i put an article of clothing on i couldn’t help but having a really big arousal feeling even if it was just a tiny bit of fabric that touched me. I was really clueless as to why this kept happening, but also getting turned on by it. Suddenly i kept removing and putting clothes back on as i felt the arousal come back twice as much. After minutes of constantly doing this, i became really aroused, and really wanting to do something about it. I tried playing with myself, but i felt like that wasn’t doing anything to help me at all. I kept trying and trying and it wasn’t there. I couldn’t figure out why this was happening, and i thought to myself “wow this is really mean”. Searching for a possible way for it to work, I tried something really different and odd, but it kept working. It was called the “naked dance”. It’s pretty self explanatory if you ask me, so i don’t think i need to tell everyone exactly what it is. Every time i did a dance move, it would make me closer and closer to finishing. Finally that time came, and i felt so good after it. Once i had finished, and decided to start to put my knickers and the rest of my clothes on, i suddenly started to feel this strong vibrating feeling by my pussy. It started out just faintly but the more i got aroused by it, the more it got stronger, and the harder it got to be able to stand. I couldn’t help but fall back on my bed, letting the feeling control every inch of me until i finished for a second time. After then i just laid there relaxed for a bit feeling very good, then put my clothes on and went on with my day.

Now it was time to have Lunch *g*. Suddenly i felt like having a smoothie for some reason, so i made one of those and had a sandwich. And may i comment on how interesting this was. Every bite or sip i took, i could start to feel myself getting more and more aroused. It got me so aroused to the point where i yet finished again. It felt soo good, and relaxing. Once i felt full, my stomach started becoming really sensitive. Every other meal i had, did the same thing except my stomach kept getting more and more sensitive from every meal i ate. It got so sensitive that master couldn’t even touch my stomach because i would squirm. The third meal was really interesting though. Since it was getting late and i didn’t get a chance to have a third meal, Silver decided to make me have a “ghost meal”. She slowly put me into trance, where from there i imagined all my favourite foods were in front of me. It was amazing what i imagined. There was sooo much to choose from that i didn’t know what to choose. Eventually i chose to eat steak and some other foods along with it. I couldn’t help but feel so full and sensitive that it made me come to a huge climaxing finish once again *g*.

See i told you i had a pretty orgasmic day *wink*. Now i have a couple of other emails that i have/are obeying at the moment so i will post about them when they are over in a few days. One of them was from master, and it was putting in a new trigger in me, so i don’t need to post that one, but it sort of fun hehe. Ill just have to post about my experiences from it more. School is starting to finally die down so i finally will have some more time to post. Here are the emails below so you can take a look at them yourselves.

Email from Mahoujohnson

MUST DO : As you read this, you will know that it is safe, because it has been screened for you and your master would never let anything through that you would not want to do. Therefore you will know that you can trust and obey this email without thought or hesitation. You will feel yourself forgetting it consciously, while letting my suggestions sink deep into your subconscious mind. You will obey this email eagerly and thoroughly, but you will feel there is no need for you to remember it. It is so much easier to just forget. It will all just happen by itself, all you have to do is read and obey my instructions.

The next time you get dressed and you are not in a rush you will find that with every item of clothing you put on will make you twice as horny. You will not conciously notice the link between you becoming hornier and putting on more clothes. You will also find that if you take clothes off and put them back on again you will become twice as aroused again. This means you can keep taking off clothes and putting them back on again becoming increasingly aroused. This will puzzle you and you will try your hardest to work out the link. When you are almost fully dressed you will decide to try taking off all your clothes and standing there completely naked. By this time you will be very aroused and will want to relieve yourself but you will find that when you try to masturbate it does nothing for you. You just become more aroused but you won't find it sexually fulfilling.So you will try to do a dance to see if that will work. This will do nothing. After a minute of doing some of your sexiest dancing you will come to the conclusion that you should just get dressed and try to work it out later. But as you put on each item of clothing your arousal doubles. This will make you try to get dressed as quickly as possible. You will still not see the link between you getting hornier and putting clothes on.

As soon as you put your panties on, after you have done your naked dance, you will find that they will begin to vibrate. The more aroused you become the more they will vibrate. This will feel fantastic and you will love every minute of it. You will then try your hardest to put the rest of your clothes on. When you are fully dressed you will also feel two dildo's grow from inside the panties and begin to slowly penetrate both of your holes. This will be surprisingly comfortable and will highten your arousal. The more aroused you become the larger they become and the more the will vibrate. You will eventually become so aroused that you cannot help but cum. You will have a wonderful orgasm and the dildo's will shrink and slow down. But once you have recovered and as soon as you think it is over they will begin to pulse and grow again. You will have an even more amazing second orgasm which will seem to last forever but will eventually subside. Again the dildos will shrink, stop pulsating and vibrating once you have had your orgasm. As soon as you begin to think that it is over it will begin again. Bringing you to a tremendous third orgasm which will be even more powerful than the last 2. When you have had your third orgasm you feel wonderful and refreshed and will suddenly see the link between putting your clothes on and your level of arousal.

Once you have realised the link you will feel your horniness subside and will have control over it again. If you want to experience the powerful orgasms again later on you can. All you need to do is remove your clothes, stand completely naked again and do the same dance as you did before. Then you will find that all of the above effects will work again. You will enjoy this experience so much that you will write a journal entry telling me all about it.

You will read this e-mail 3 times as it is a long one. You will find it sinking deeper and deeper into your subconcious with each read. Once you have read it 3 times you will completely forget everything inside it. It is so easy and feels good to forget it all. You must do everything in this e-mail.

Email from Equinox

no matter when you read this email, it will take effect the next day
immediately upon waking up. you will read this email three times and
know that you will obey it completely, feeling everything fully.

if you decide you want to feel the effects of this email again, you
will need to let me know and have me resend the email.


you may like to eat and you may like food
but for this day eating food will be extra good for you
with every bite you will feel yourself becoming
more sexually excited and more aroused and more horny
when you swallow it will feel especially good
it will send tendrils of orgasmic energy between your legs
and it will build stronger with every bite
when you sit down for a meal today
and you start to eat, you will feel these sensations strongly
building stronger with every bite
sexually arousing you and building you closer to orgasm
and when you finish your meal and swallow your last bite
all that sexual energy will explode within you
and you will orgasm from that meal
you will have a very powerful orgasm consume you
crashing through your body
sending waves of pleasure coursing through you
as soon as you finish any meal today
but that's not all that will happen to you today
when you eat, you will feel your belly filling with that food
and it will start to become tight and sensitive
by the time you finish a normal meal
the skin of your belly will be
the most sensitive part of your body
even more sensitive than
your penis if you are male
or your clit if you are female
any time anything brushes against it
or rubs against it you will feel shivers
of orgasmic pleasure shooting through you
and building you towards a massive orgasm
this sensitivity will not fade much if at all
through the rest of the day
and if you eat a second meal it will become ten times as sensitive
as when you finished your last meal
becoming more taught, feeling much fuller
and so very sensitive
your belly skin will be so sensitive that air blowing across it
will send waves of pleasure and arousal all through every part of your body
quickly building to extremely powerful orgasms
and if you eat a third meal your belly skin will become one hundred
times as sensitive
as when you finished your second meal
becoming amazingly taught and incredibly full
and more sensitive than you have ever imagined before
one hundred times more sensitive than when you finished your second meal
your belly skin will be so sensitive that it will send
waves of orgasmic bliss through you
keeping you in the state of orgasm until these feelings start to fade a little
slowly starting to taper off a tiny bit after what will feel like an hour
as time slows for you
and thoughts cease
leaving you suspended in that state of bliss
for as long as your mind is able
after these feelings fade this tiny bit
simply moving will send pleasure coursing through your body
continuing to build arousal all through every part of your body
quickly building to extremely powerful orgasms
that will consume all thought and all concentration
at the smallest of touches or brushes against your belly
at this point you will know that you won't be able to handle
anything more than three meals in any of the days after you listen to this file
if you try to eat anything more after these three meals
you will find it very difficult, but not impossible
because of how full and tight your sensitive belly is
barely able to squeeze any more food into your more than full belly
each bite that you somehow swallow
sending you into another incredibly long orgasm
with time once again stopping for you
as the pleasure courses through you once again

Eeek those emails were soo much fun. I loved them. Now i had to try and focus enough to finish this. Oh gawd. I need to focus.. I think more emails are coming into effect now. *g*