...and since I can't quite find exactly what I want, I will record it myself. I can't quite find someone to do just what I want to my mind, and so I will create it and do unto others as I would like for someone to be able to do to me. I wonder how many dominants started as finicky subs? Well, I'm clearly too demanding about exactly how I want to be enslaved to actually be a slave at all. So, I will offer to others a chance at what I was looking for myself. Maybe I can do it right. Or maybe there isn't a right, and it is all just a matter of taste. We will see.