(im writing this now while that pre-feeling is still fresh.........)

hmmm , well first off this is basicaly a forum and i dont do forums so im writing this while well aware i will regret it later , but atm i dont have anybody to talk to about this stuff so im gonna try getting a responce out of this anyways
which of course will obviously not happen because 1 its me and 2 i just looked at a couple other jurnals and saw like 3 responces in them , really? for a site this big i would have thought things would have been a lot more lively.........

well , ill try to keep it short and simple
i found out about hypnosis about half a year back , i want it to work for me just because , but am definatly having trouble just getting started let alone it actualy working , im curently listening to \"bronks basic indunction w/binural beats\" or w/e the hell its name is , it says repeated listening for a couple weeks will enable the listener to \"trance\" without the need for hypnotic \"trance\" entiering suggestion or something like that , and ive been listening to it for about 2 weeks now as im going to bed and so far nothing has changed , in fact recently i havent even been able to lose consciousness while listening , the only thing ive notised it did was after listening my arms were really loos in the sence of if i held it up and let go it would just plop down like dead wieght , it sorta had like an empty feeling

so obviously by me posting here im looking for a responce to discuse this topic to posably help with w/e , but i have a big problem with the subject of \"hypnosis\" so be VERY careful what it is you say to me.....
just ruleing it out right now dont mention anything about a user (and the owner of the site or something) who has the letters \"m\" \"g\" \"e\" in his name..........

im gonna go post on other jurnal things now , just cause..........


....well i did that , and have to go play some cod4 wii cause not even reading 2 forum topics has cause me to rock in my chair , thats making it imposable to type on this bloody wii im forceing myself to sit still just so i can , wonder if ill ever get a reply from anywhere....................