Upon the suggestion of someone in the forums last night I tried the TrainTotalJock file. I found myself really turned on by the idea of becoming a big dumb stereotypical jock especially the dumbing down aspect. Last night I watched Sports Center on ESPN, I've never watched before. I found myself bored and not understanding what they were talking about. But I did like watching the jocks and imagining that I was them.

This morning I decided that I needed to pick a team at least for baseball season, hey it's whats in season right now. So I picked the Mets. My dad took me to some Mets games when I was young I guess in an attempt to masculinize me. Didn't work yet. All I remember is being bored. I'm hoping I can pick up baseball fast because so many in my family follow it and its always on at our family gatherings.

So in an attempt to make myself a fan I went to the offical website and signed up as a registered user. I also subscibed to the Mets newsgroup on usenet. I don't really know wht they are discussing players, rules etc. but at least I'm trying.

Anyway I just got back from the sporting goods store. I bought several jockstraps, a sleeveless Mets T-Shirt(those jerseys are really expensive, maybe I can find a knockoff somewhere), two pair of running shorts, and a Mets cap. I feel a little silly sitting here in my new jock gear but I guess that comfort will come in time.

I've also suggested several files for the voting page that I think will help my transformation. Please vote for them. Right now I need the most help with becoming more masculine: deeper voice, more masculine gestures and attitude, and becoming more aggresive.

I'm still looking for a coach/encourager to help push me into this transformation. Maybe hypnotize me into believing that you were my coach and I played for you in high school or college. But you don't have to be a hypnotist just encourage me to listen to the right files and to do jock stuff. Anyway if your interested or just want to chat Email me at KoreNYC@yahoo.com or on Yahoo Messenger as KoreNYC.