it would seam that that night i was particularly unagresive (or if it was working and it just since lost its effect from last night) , have another listen a bit earlyer so not so tired , i failed to think of at least 4 things and to pass out , but still it seams this method of indunction must have some level of effect on me since it always seams to bring my body to that odd feeling state and my mind to a rather inactive state rather quickly (but then again so did that binural file , i should keep listening to that too though......) , but this is why i need to be knocked out like last night cause this time i was questioning him a lot more than i was just playing along with what he was saying or i was just going off on thoughts of my own , and when he was talking about the instant trance trigger all i kept saying was just "no no no no" because i don't want that even if listening to this file convinces me that i do by it saying "you like it" and "you want it to work" and all that shit , i was actualy temped to stop listening and take my head phones off but i didn't cause i figured if i didn't see the whole thing through it would have just been a waist , looking back on it i still think it was , perhaps i should stick to listening really late so i have a better chance of falling asleep............