So I've decided it's time for a change in my life. For the first time I've decided to make a couple of New Years resolutions and have every intention of sticking with them. I usually don't bother to make any as I will procrastinate my way out of them.

This year I have resolved to cut out high-fructose corn syrup from my diet. The human body does not recognize this man-made element as food. So the liver, not knowing what else to do with it, shoves it out as belly fat. Which leads to all sorts of issues including type2 diabetes. So far I have had great success with avoiding everything that contains this evil product. I do feel better for it.

I have also resolved that I will get back down to what I weighed the day before I turned 30. The day I turned 30 I gained ten pounds and have never been able to get rid of it. In fact, I have only gained since then. In November of last year I weighed in at 175. My body was rebelling against me. Chronic heartburn, gastric issues, it wasn't pretty. I made it through the holidays without putting on any weight. Quite a feat considering my family. We can't just have a turkey for Thanksgiving. We have to have turkey, ham, two different kinds of potatos, breads, beans (baked, green, etc), deserts. My mother will cook for 30 people and invite 10.

Another resolution is that I am going to start developing the body I have always wanted. Smooth, muscular and masculine. I have put together a playlist of files from this site by various authors that I will be using to help me along this path. Some files to remove all body hair, some to "encourage" me to workout more, some to increase the size of my cock/balls/nips. I will be changing this playlist every couple of weeks to keep it fresh and keep my mind off guard.

I started listening to this playlist almost two weeks ago. Since November I have lost a total of 15 pounds. 5 of that was lost since I started this playlist. I am already feeling some of the effects from the files. Exercising is becoming tied to sexual pleasure. When I think about working out now, I start to get hard. When I complete my workout, I am hard and need to either have sex or jack off several times before I can end my day. If I miss a workout, like I did today, my erection is half hearted and unsatisfying. This is a good thing. This is definitely going to keep me motivated to work out.

I am seeing some bald patches on my legs where the hair has just stopped growing. The patches are on my thighs, so they aren't immediately noticeable when wearing shorts. I am hoping for full body smooth, head to toe. The men in my family tend to be extremely, extremely hairy, so I have a lot working against me. But if the files work half as well as they should, I will be happy.

I have always had an interest in making my nipples more sensitive and more of erotic zone. To facilitate this, I am going to be using a file to make them bigger and more sensitive. Also, I will be using files to make my cock and balls bigger. For me, they are the defining masculine trait and the bigger they are, the more masculine the man. That's just my opinion and I don't expect anyone else to follow along with it. I have considered getting silicone injections, but I don't care for the end result if you get too much. I want my dick to still look like a dick.

Well, this is my start. This is my new beginning. Where it ends, I have no idea. I will try to keep up this journal so others can follow my progress. If you too are on a similar journey, feel free to send me a message.