ok so i got a couple more listens in , still nothing like what happened the first time that could have been considered \"success\" , btw im counting my listens from that one i explained that i woke up at the end like im supposed to

these 2 listens were kinda the same , i was sorta half drifting in and out of awareness of listening to the file randomly
though #5 was a bit of an experiment that i listened to it in a skating rink , which was cold , and was playing very loud shity music , and i was trying very hard to fall asleep , i actually didn\'t wake up till my next song started playing after that 3 second gap of nothing at the end of the indunction

aside from that , nothing new , gonna try and listen tonight , so very tired.........


oooh also , thanks to what\'s his name that posted in my last journal entry , i went back and added enters to all my other entries so they don\'t make your eyes burn when you look at them (not that anybody does or will........)


*next day*
ok well i didn't listen to the file that night but i did this morning and eh still didn't pass out and still not feeling anything unusual aside from that slight "floaty" feeling near the end which normally comes about from just not moving for so long so still failing i guess.......