Yay, people started emailing me again.

I left it too long to write out journals without getting all confused now so ill just show you the emails and chat logs here.

will start journaling properly again soon promise ^_^

Email from Eric

MUST DO :

• - You will want to contact me when I'm on the wmm chat. you'll make an excuse for it, like talking to a fellow email slave or something.
• - As long as it's within your safeties, you will obey whatever i write between (). you wont notice this, you wont even notice the (), unless i tell you can see those.
• - You will answer truthfully any questions between ().

MUST DO.

Email from Eric

MUST DO :

• - PM me on the wmm chat to talk further.
• - Forget and obey anything within your safeties i say between []

MUST DO.

and a chat
Chat with Eric

[19:06] hi

[19:07] <~Eric~> Hi

[19:07] <~Eric~> You wanted to talk a little ?

[19:07] hi

[19:07] <~Eric~> well

[19:07] yeah, i'd like to chat

[19:07] <~Eric~> (what do you expect from email slave ?)

[19:07] would be good to get to know another email slave

[19:08] <~Eric~> yeah well

[19:08] i'm hoping to try out different things, always like a surprise

[19:08] <~Eric~> havent listend in a while

[19:08] <~Eric~> Ah =)

[19:08] <~Eric~> (do you have any limits ?)

[19:08] i had a break for a copuple of years then when I came back all the commands were still there in my head

[19:09] <~Eric~> Wow

[19:09] i've got some safety suggestions so that's good

[19:09] <~Eric~> quite effective i see

[19:09] <~Eric~> ah ok

[19:09] not things that would screw up my life, or anything permnant

[19:09] nothing lasts more than a few days

[19:09] <~Eric~> [can you see this message ? if you cant, tell me you love to b an email slave]

[19:09] and nothing sexual

[19:10] but I love being a slave

[19:10] <~Eric~> hmm

[19:10] <~Eric~> i'd like to send you more mails,

[19:10] that would be great

[19:10] <~Eric~> but i'm not too sure what they should be about

[19:10] i hadnt got any for ages, until a couple of days ago

[19:11] <~Eric~> [if an order is out of limits, just say so]

[19:11] i had lots of different stuff before, but I'm always up for trying out something else

[19:11] <~Eric~> nothing sexual heh

[19:11] <~Eric~> well i usually think about sexual stuff first.

[19:11] yeah, that's why I got Angel reading my emails before I see it

[19:12] well, maybe I'll learn

[19:12] but that kinda stuff freaks me out way too easy

[19:12] <~Eric~> ah, i see

[19:13] I had a few telling me to get horny and for me thats really uncomfitable

[19:13] <~Eric~> [you suddenly feel thirsty, and will ask if it's ok for you to go take a glass of water]

[19:13] <~Eric~> well, let me think of something

[19:13] <~Eric~> [you cannot walk. you will move on all four instead. you CAN stand up if needed]

[19:14] mind if I get a drink?

[19:14] <~Eric~> Sure thing

[19:14] <~Eric~> go ahead

[19:15] weird I cant seem to get the waiters attention

[19:16] <~Eric~> oh

[19:16] <~Eric~> you're in a cafe ?

[19:16] yeah I came here straight after work

[19:16] <~Eric~> [ignore my last order then]

[19:16] <~Eric~> Oh

[19:16] <~Eric~> You were supposed to be forced to walk on all fours =/

[19:16] <~Eric~> no fun

[19:17] got a date at 8, and its more than half an hour home now so not worth going back to get changed

[19:17] <~Eric~> [you're not thirsty anymre. Not because of my orders anyway]

[19:17] <~Eric~> ^

[19:17] hehe ^_^ could be fun

[19:17] I bet ppl round here think I'm weird enough anyway

[19:18] <~Eric~> (You cannot refer to yourself as I, or me, anymore. you will use werepuppy instead)

[19:18] <~Eric~> oh,

[19:18] <~Eric~> why would they think that ?

[19:19] werepuppy was a little bit like a baby puppy last year some times

[19:20] <~Eric~> ah it seems like she still is

[19:20] <~Eric~> you speak in a weird way

[19:20] <~Eric~> do you always speak like that ?

[19:21] somebody used the email thing to make werepuppy pee in the food court, thats why it made puppy nervous about having magic words in chat

[19:21] <~Eric~> ah, i can understand that

[19:21] but its not so bad really, theres something kinda fun about knowing your so helpless

[19:21] <~Eric~> (did you like it ?)

[19:22] <~Eric~> (Being humiliated like this ?)

[19:22] it was fun not being able to resist and not knowing how they did it

[19:22] feeling tricked is werepuppy's favourite thing in the world

[19:22] <~Eric~> ^^

[19:22] its hard to type now, sounds like werepuppy is drnk or something

[19:23] <~Eric~> ah, that's not me.

[19:23] <~Eric~> But i guess (you cannot lie when you feel drunk)

[19:24] oh maybe i got another one ^_^

[19:24] <~Eric~> (and you can even feel quite talkative)

[19:24] it would be great to have emails from a couple of people at once and not quite know what's who

[19:24] <~Eric~> so you liked being tricked

[19:25] yeah

[19:25] <~Eric~> any memorble trick ?

[19:25] <~Eric~> [You will call me mster from now on. you wont notice you're doing it untill i tell you]

[19:25] <~Eric~> [You will call me master from now on. you wont notice you're doing it untill i tell you]

[19:26] the best ones are were puppy (hehe) has a chance to escape the humiliation but a master is too smart and werepuppy ends up falling for it

[19:27] <~Eric~> haha

[19:27] <~Eric~> i see

[19:27] like where werepuppy needs the bathroom and then cant find it

[19:27] but better if its something new

[19:28] <~Eric~> [You will now think, for this chat, it's perfectly fine to discuss our masturbation habits.]

[19:28] so its not making werepuppy do things but instead, changing how she thinks

[19:28] <~Eric~> ahah

[19:28] <~Eric~> i just gave you an order

[19:28] <~Eric~> that makes masturbation a bad thing to talk about.

[19:29] <~Eric~> Can you still talk about it ?

[19:29] like once i had to go and I went to the bathroom and came back but forgot to pee, and then I thought it would be wierd to go again straight away so i decided to just pee anyway it seemed like such a good idea

[19:29] <~Eric~> [You can. You will think i failed. if this is too sexual, ask me a random question]

[19:30] dont know

[19:30] <~Eric~> i think (you're not so talkative anymore)

[19:30] i dont like thinking about it I dont know what to say

[19:30] <~Eric~> hmmm

[19:30] <~Eric~> bah

[19:30] <~Eric~> guess that's too sexual

[19:30] some guy made me masterbate a few times when I first got the file

[19:30] <~Eric~> gotta find something else

[19:31] <~Eric~> oh ?

[19:31] yeah I think I can still talk about it ^_^

[19:31] <~Eric~> (how did it felt doing it on order)

[19:31] never done it much though so not much to say

[19:31] <~Eric~> (how do you do it ?)

[19:32] *blinks*

[19:32] <~Eric~> ok,

[19:32] <~Eric~> forget about it

[19:32] sorry

[19:32] <~Eric~> i thouht my suggestions worked for a bit

[19:32] <~Eric~> but it seems that out limits

[19:32] <~Eric~> [any suggestion i made about masturbation doesnt work anymore]

[19:33] <~Eric~> to be honest

[19:33] <~Eric~> i tihnk you were being so talkative for a while

[19:33] <~Eric~> that you couldnt read what i was writing anymore

[19:33] yeah, kinda

[19:33] i dont normally open up so much

[19:33] <~Eric~> Yeah

[19:33] <~Eric~> i triggered you that way

[19:33] <~Eric~> kinda ackfired though i guess

[19:33] maybe its becos I'm thinking about that file, I had a command for so long I had to write about what I really feel

[19:34] oh ^_^

[19:34] Thats cool

[19:34] <~Eric~> ah, you're using "I" again

[19:34] yeah I noticed

[19:35] <~Eric~> [You wont use I or me again. This time you will use slave, and wont notice it. or will think it as perfectly fine]

[19:35] <~Eric~> Does your date know you're into hypnosis ?

[19:35] some not-so-nice memories make slave stressed out a bit, think it makes the brain kinda close off some

[19:35] hehe, its not a real date

[19:36] <~Eric~> oh ?

[19:36] <~Eric~> what do you mean ?

[19:36] supposed to be a double date, Julie set me up with somebody to go with her and her guy

[19:37] she doesnt know about all this kinky stuff, slave wouldnt say so she doesnt know about Mike

[19:37] <~Eric~> [hmm, you used "me" again. use slave instead, dont notice it either]

[19:37] * werepuppy is confused for a minute

[19:38] <~Eric~> hm?

[19:38] dunno

[19:38] <~Eric~> is something wront ?

[19:38] <~Eric~> ah

[19:38] you know what its like when you go into a room and somethings different but it takes you ages to notice the curtains arent up, or something

[19:38] <~Eric~> ah

[19:39] <~Eric~> like the fact [realize it now] you're using "slave" instead of "i" ?

[19:39] hehe!

[19:39] <~Eric~> hmmm

[19:39] <~Eric~> i think i'll need to think about more emails.

[19:39] silly slave used "me" without noticing

[19:39] or not noticing

[19:39] or whatever

[19:39] <~Eric~> yeah you did ^

[19:40] <~Eric~> i thought it wasnt working for a moment

[19:40] <~Eric~> well,

[19:40] <~Eric~> i'll think about something and i will send a mail

[19:40] <~Eric~> i lack good ideas for this chat.

[19:41] <~Eric~> (my orders wont work anymore)

[19:41] got kinda weird dis lexia, the bit of your brain that puts letters into words is in little bits all over this slave's brain so maybe some bits got it and some didn't

[19:41] <~Eric~> Sorry i couldnt come with something more original

[19:41] Hehe, your cool ^_^

[19:41] <~Eric~> hmmm

[19:42] <~Eric~> I think i really should have you refer as yourself as 'slave', or just your name on the chat

[19:42] <~Eric~> but then i'm not sure it's ok with the rules

[19:42] better than most I've had and trying not to push too much ^_^ I'd love to play some more

[19:42] <~Eric~> Ah =)

[19:43] <~Eric~> (Use slave again then. It's funnier to read)

[19:45] maybe slave should put this chat up on its journal so Master can look later and see what masters are doing with the slave

[19:45] <~Eric~> I'm ok with it

[19:45] <~Eric~> edit my name though

[19:45] <~Eric~> So, why dont you like the "be horny" suggestions ?

[19:47] Umm ... guess this slave grew up a bit too young

[19:48] <~Eric~> (do you think so ?)

[19:48] did some bad kinky stuff at like 12/13 or something, nearly screwed up my whole life

[19:49] lost loads of friends, hurt people who don't deserve it

[19:49] slave doesn't want to be that bitch puppy any ore

[19:49] doesn't want to think about it

[19:50] <~Eric~> Ah

[19:50] <~Eric~> Sorry

[19:50] <~Eric~> didnt know you had that kind of bad memories.

[19:51] its why this place is so great

[19:51] <~Eric~> (what do you mean ?)

[19:51] can do slave stuff, control, bondage ... all loads of fun

[19:51] <~Eric~> Ah

[19:51] somehow its only the sex that brings out bad feelings

[19:52] <~Eric~> [You will now call me master. Use it everytime you can]

[19:53] <~Eric~> well

[19:53] <~Eric~> ok, so control is fine

[19:53] <~Eric~> i really need an order you have to obey during your date

[19:54] ooh ^_^

[19:54] <~Eric~> Ok

[19:54] <~Eric~> So i need something that marks deep control

[19:54] <~Eric~> but that the other wont notice

[19:54] oh great Drew is here

[19:55] <~Eric~> you need to go ?

[19:55] hes the cool and popular guy in this slave's office, everyone thinks he's awesome but he's a jerk to this slave like peeking up the skirt when it bends over

[19:56] * werepuppy really hopes this isnt the blind date

[19:56] hehe got a few minutes yet master

[19:57] sorry, slave cant think of anything

[19:57] <~Eric~> ahah

[19:57] <~Eric~> the skirt one was funny

[19:57] <~Eric~> i mean no

[19:57] <~Eric~> you were the one

[19:57] <~Eric~> getting order to bend as much as you could to pick up something ?

[19:58] <~Eric~> Ok

[19:58] yeah that was this slave

[19:58] <~Eric~> (As soon as the date start, you will feel a strong need to go to the bathroom)

[19:58] kinda fun really

[19:58] <~Eric~> (like you really need to go)

[19:59] but only one coworker has to keep looking and make sarky comments

[19:59] <~Eric~> [You will just feel like this. Like your bladder is full. but you will go only if REALLY NEEDED]

[19:59] <~Eric~> (You will try to hold it for the whole evening)

[19:59] slave really isnt looking forward to this

[19:59] <~Eric~> Oh ?

[20:00] <~Eric~> ah, need to think of something else then ?

[20:00] <~Eric~> (okey forget those orders)

[20:00] can you think of a command to make it more interesting? a "normal" date with this guy would just be too much

[20:00] something else?

[20:00] <~Eric~> hmm

[20:01] <~Eric~> feeling really god when you hear your name ?

[20:01] <~Eric~> would that be fine ?

[20:01] no, slave must do this, owed to a friend. its just that this slave really doesnt like that guy

[20:01] geez, he's still not found the table, think hes gone for a fag

[20:02] that would be okay

[20:02] <~Eric~> an hidden command

[20:02] or whatever you want, I love surprises

[20:02] <~Eric~> to make a boring date interesting

[20:02] <~Eric~> that's not easy you know

[20:02] hehe, yeah, the slave could even tolerate Drew if it was trying to guess what the command is all evening

[20:03] <~Eric~> [OK, as soon as the date begin, you will think you're wearing no underwear]

[20:03] <~Eric~> [it will last for the whole date]

[20:03] <~Eric~> [you will think i tricked you into taking those off]

[20:03] <~Eric~> [You wont try to put them on, an will act as if everything is normal]

[20:04] <~Eric~> [At home, as soon as it's safe]

[20:04] <~Eric~> [you will have a choice, that you wont remember]

[20:04] <~Eric~> [ah forget it, no choice at home]

And another email:

Email from Eric

MUST DO : As soon as you're done eating your pizza, or as soon as you're alone at home if you're reading this long after the pizza is eaten, you will suddenly think i dont want you to pee. You will do your best to pee, and will proudly wet yourself before realizing you've been tricked. MUST DO.

wow, that was embarassing. but in a kinda fun way, feeling like i got tricked

Email from Dave

Next time you are at home for a while you will notice your hand glittering a bit. For the next hour anything you touch will become childlike and very very girly. This includes your clothing and yourself. After the hour is up the magic in your hand will fade and everything will return to normal.