i dont/cant remember when i began listening to the WMM files... i dont/cant remember why i or when i found them in the first place... i do know that i am glad that i did i am a human dog before i found and began listening to the WMM files i spent time with dogs engaged in submissive sexual exchanges ive been doing this for the past five years... long befor that i have fond thoughts of watching dogs and wondering how it would feel to be free and running with a pac of dogs ,..to be one of them,..if they would let me even before that long long time ago... about when i was three i remember an indicident in which i was playing with the dogs cock and i guess i got too rough as three year olds are apt to do and the dog nipped me... well i grabbed onto his ear and took a big bite right back... kind of topped him...i have fond memories of that dog.. a german shepard,.. cut to the near present time...i realised in my role as a submissive 24/7 slave,..that what i was really interested in was the sexuall encounter with the dog more than as a part of a submissive counter part to the person... i wanted to become more dog to better fit in with my dog pal as well as perhaps other dogs,..i wanted to be more dog... i wanted to be less human,... sometime there i came across the dog files... the more i listened to them the less i wanted to be a total human... the sugestions worked for me...i am happiest when i am alone at home praticing walking on all fours and barking,.. eating my food either from the bare floor or from a dog bowl that i have pruchaced just for the occasion.. it is hidden from my housemates and i dont know what i will do if any one finds iti keep it in a bos marked bitch with my collar in there too...during dark moonless nights i go out in the yard to pratice peeing like a bitch...i am enjoying these changes... i also began listening to some of the other files ... i enjoy the curse files and i find that i have become adicted to the feeling of going under and having my mind manupitulated and changed... reciently i have discovered two new files and i listen to them non stop... when i cant stay awake to listen to them.. i put them on a loope and wear head phones and listen as i sleep... i have become adicted to being brainwashed and i do not know where to go from here... i had some ideas when i first began listening to them and a kind of plan of sorts... but now i dont remember how to get back to that point... even more... im not sure that i should get back there if it means that i cant listen and submit my mind to being transformed... i listen to files two at a time to ensure that my subconsious mind has a chance of being exposed without my regular mind getting in the way... i dont know if this has any validity .. only it feels right... at this moment i am listening to the suseptable file at the same time as the confusion file... it makes me calm and feel better... it only just occoured to me today that i am actually loosing a part of my mind... i am loosing my mind and i dont even care,.. it feels good perhaps i can become more of a dog if i can loose more of my human mind... i wish i had a master at this point... someone to think for me at times... it becomes too much ,.. too hard and a bit un natural feeling sometimes there are days when i wish that i could have a master to think for me... to tell me what to do and be... so that i dont have to concern myself with such details... i find that i want to do other things ... other things like focus on my transformations... the changes that i have become obsesed with,, like stretching and growing my nipples... excersising walking better on my forarms and legs like a dog...learning how to bark better... learning how to better relax my mind so that i can get to a better transe state somehow the writing of my feelings only serves to depress me more because i know that my words are not even close the the intensity of my emotions.. and not nearly close enough to the actuall feelings that i am experiencing even now... more later...