went to cvs to get more diapers and also wanted to get babypowder. going into the baby area felt different like all that stuff is cute but now i kinda want some of it? picked up a paci. buying all of that stuff made me feel super embarassed. never had a problem buying this stuff before but now i guess its different because its for me.

tried the paci out when i got home and got very sleepy. put on a diaper and took a nap. i felt good when i got up and was little damp so very glad i had it on.

listening to the file while i typed this and getting the urge to start get ready for bed. going to look at some pictures and drink some more water until i have to change.