Ok. For the last week I've been working at shrinking my cock and becoming a cock slave. I started with the ShrinkPenisCurse file, switching to PenisShrinkGone after a few days. The switch was for several reasons. First I concluded that I do want to go all the way down to nothing, so there is no reason for having to make a decision after 9 months. Also the PenisShrinkGone induction seems to be more effective for me. I go deeper more regularly. PenisShrinkGone is also several minutes shorter, which allows me to listen to it twice on both the commute to and from work. Best of all PenisShrinkGone does not have me lose total interest in the opposite sex or get aroused. I can still look and wistfully imagine. I just cannot achieve an erection, so I quickly consign myself to my fate and realize that I have nothing to offer her.

I listen to PenisShrinkGone 5 or 6 times a day, twice on the commute to work, twice on the way home, after dinner, and before bed.

I listen to TrainCockSlave usually once a day, before bed. If time permits I may listen a second time. I should note that this file is more of an experiment in that I have never been gay, and certainly never sucked a cock before. I should also note that this file is reversible should I decide later that being a cock slave does not work for me.

On to the results after one week.

Most noticeable of all is that erections have stopped completely. After one listening I could barely get hard enough to take and erect picture. Now my little penis has the consistency of a wet noodle, constantly. Early on I awoke at night with an erection which quickly softened when I became aware of it. But now even the night time erections seem to have stopped. Even when I play with myself trying to get erect there is nothing. Looking at porn on the computer has no effect - still not even an attempt at an erection. Needless to say I have not masturbated and have not cum in a week, after previously masturbating two or three times a day.

Size reduction is hard to judge at this point. I regularly feel a squeezing or shrinking sensation in my penis accompanied by a pulling inward sensation, and it is certainly thinner and softer. My penis and balls also feel cold, even when in a warm environment, indicating reduced blood flow. This results in shrinkage of the flaccid penis and retraction of my balls and ball sack.

My balls certainly seem smaller and also softer, almost mushy. They were emptied of semen after 4 days. The cum stored in my balls came out when I peed, similar to the effect I noticed when kept locked in chastity after 10 or 12 days. The difference is that they do not seem to be producing any more, probably why they feel a bit mushy; they are empty. My ball sack also seems to be a bit smaller, riding higher even when just getting done a warm shower; although this is hard to judge at this point with any certainty.

I shaved my pubic hair after a few days listening. It does seem to be growing back somewhat, although finer and not a quickly as in the past. It appears that I will have a bald little weenie soon.

The TrainCockSlave seems to also be having the advertised effect so far. When I look at pictures of cocks I find myself really wanting to suck on them, so much that my mouth waters. Cum shots are amazing. Even when I look at pictures of women getting fucked I find myself drawn to the cock, with the pussy and tits just background. I don't feel the urge to go out and seek cocks, except when looking at pictures or videos showing them. I definitely feel the need to get someone to show me their cock though, and see if I am overcome by an overpowering urge to suck it and swallow the cum. I will try to get a look at one this weekend.

Overall, I am pleased after one week.