a little about me...for you :-)by Kitty69Hi there :-)
So, I have been asked by Sir to put down a little bit about me, my life history to date as it were….as kitty of course and how I came to be..so here goes
So me now, is a mid thirties submissive, who dreams constantly of being as feminine as possible. It is my dream, I cant help it, its who I am and have grown to be, I love every aspect of femininity and want to wrap myself in it completely…so please help me :-). It really does consume my thoughts and my desire is incredibly strong, overpowering, to be a feminized slave (for my lucky Master).
Have I always been that way, well I guess so, deep down, and over time that part of me has risen to the surface…how did I come to realise this….? well I loved playing with my sisters dolls when I was very little, my little pony, Barbie..and loved to dress up, with mums shoes in particular being fun..then I got a little older and was told it wasn’t appropriate….did all the boy stuff, football (which I enjoy) …but I found myself missing something…
So I started sneaking in and dressing up anyway in mums clothes…starting with panties, a slip, tights, moving onto bras…shoes, anything I could, the silkier, lacier and more floral the better and I would do this as much as I could…I was nearly caught once or twice but managed to hide in time ….maybe it would have been better ha I been caught…interesting thought.
Of course as I moved through my teens a grew too much….so my dressing was closed off to me again….and I had no further chances for a while…school, uni…I always had these desires but was really forced to “conform” I guess I was pretty weak minded and should have done something about it….i have got there in the end.
So I eventually started to acquire my own things, a few pairs of panties, a skirt……anything I could. I had a number of girlfriends…I love women find them incredibly attractive…and find myself envying their look, or a new pair of shoes….i also started thinking of boys a little more ….i have no idea when my dreams moved from a lesbian romp to me being seduced and ravaged by men….or when my submissive desires grew…..now I only know my place is to serve a Master, obey his wishes in complete servitude…as his feminized slave.
So for my dressing, I now have a pretty large wardrobe…numerous sets of lingerie…I love the Fantasie collection….i love stockings and suspenders, corsets though find them difficult to get tight enough. I have dresses – mostly black (long and short) skirts – in lots of colours, 4 pairs of shoes – and I want so many more! I have trousers, blouses ……red and blonde hair…..breastforms…in short I have everything I need for a complete transformation into who I am best as…Kitty.
So now I need to make the next step, I am very comfortable in getting dressed, doing my make-up…I have been to TV shops and dressed there with others…but I now need to take a bigger bolder step….find a Master to serve, take more steps out into the world as I am…fully dressed, shortish skirt and high heels….
So that’s me, I would love your help to explore and deepen my feminine side further and to develop my need for domination and submission…I’m all yours :-)
Kitty
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