Last night I went to a party and had one of the best times I've had. Usually I'm really shy and maybe a little cold or distant, but I was feeling good and wore a new shirt I bought that looked, frankly, hot, and I was getting a few looks, and one cute guy (who was a little drunk) was definitely into me...he kept "casually" touching me, leaning into me, etc. I let him, because I liked it. Fitness is going well...I've met a friend who's helping me with the focus, and he's got some good advice for the practical elements of being a bodybuilder. I didn't have a chance to listen to the file yesterday, so I'll listen a few times today....