sorry its taking so long this is a journal thing i should of posted back in november but every time i start writing i get stuck. i think maybe one of the old files had something that made it hard for me to write a journal and so ive not had any new hypnofiles for ages. i got 10 in my inbox now that i havent read so hoping once ive posted this i can get some done. i think Im gonna read one more email every time i get a comment here so i dont end up going through a load all at once.

I was in the chat room from work because we were all waiting for a big fax order to come in. it was going to be such a big order we had all work cleared off for the day so we could all deal with it quickly and it didnt arrive so our manager called up head office and they called the client and said its coming through soon we can all have overtime until its done and we waited and waited. i was really bored and being a bit silly on the chat telling every body about it. nobody was looking at least the managers were dealing with the it guys doing dualling model helicoptors. then i got an email and i thought i might as well read it wile i got a few minutes private.

email from Mister Master
You have mentioned in the chat that you are waiting for something at work. You're bored now, so it will be even easier than usual to sink into a deep trance, and let every part of this message become a part of your subconscious. You're already starting to sink deep now, imagining my voice whispering these words to you as you let them sink so deeply you can obey without even remembering them.

As your day goes on you will find yourself getting more and more excited at the thought of receiving the document you are waiting for. You know how it feels to be so excited waiting for something, willing for it more and more with every breath, and you know now you must feel this way about your work for today. And at the same time, the more excited you start to feel about this every moment, the more full you are going to feel your bladder becoming. The more excited you get, the more you will need to pee, and you will quickly come to realise that you have received a hypnofile that will make you wet yourself with excitement when that message arrives. But even knowing this, it will set you up with nervous anticipation and make you even more excited. The possibility of being caught out will make you more nervous than you've ever been before, and this will just make you feel so helpless and excited, and as you get more and more excited it will just make these suggestions even stronger, knowing that you are going to helplessly wet yourself and how good it will feel.

Now, you might decide to put on your pullups to protect yourself. You have got them with you, so it will make it even easier to obey these suggestions without any chance of resisting, knowing that even as you get more and more excited you will be protected. This file isn't forcing you to put them on, but you know you will need to, you will decide by yourself to put on your nappies or pull-ups, and this will just make you even more excited, and make these suggestions even stronger just like every other word in this email makes it easier to obey.

Now, when you have put on your pull-ups you will feel safe for a while, and protected. But as your need to pee grows, you will start to forget that you are wearing pull-ups or nappies, and even forget that you thought of it. You might think of the idea again, and even take a pull-up diaper to the restroom so that you can put one on to protect yourself. If you do this, then as soon as you realise that you are already wearing one, you will know just how completely this email is controlling you, and that will let these words grow even stronger, and make you even more excited. In fact, just realising how strongly the excitement I give you can override your own memory will excite you so much that you begin to pee immediately.

Yes, that's right, you will wet your diaper immediately as soon as you realise you're already wearing one. You will simply be so overwhelmed by the realisation of how much I control you that you will wet yourself with excitement. Then you can change your diaper, knowing all the time that you will forget again in a few minutes, and that you will helplessly wet yourself just as soon as you think of putting on a diaper again, for the rest of the day.

While you are wearing your pull-ups, and have forgotten that you are wearing them, you will without thinking pose so that nobody can see; you will protect yourself automatically. But if your friend Jenny is there, you will accidentally let her see your pull up and not even know you have done it. You must do this.

Now, when you have read this email, you will copy it out into your journal. If you have time, you will copy it out by hand, letting the words sink deeper and deeper as you read them and type them. If you make any mistakes then you will go through the whole message again, correcting them. You will go through the email again and again, letting the words sink deeper into your subconscious mind and fade from your conscious memory, until it is copied perfectly, and then completely forget how completely you will obey this message.

Well i didnt know what the email did but i was starting to get all exited anyway and were still waiting for the fax so i carried on chatting with ppl. i dont remember every thing by now so maybe its a bit easier if i just put in a log from the chat

Log from #warpmymind, 2010-Nov-15

[18:52] < Werepuppy> thanx to whoever sent me a hypnofile hehe

[18:52] < Werepuppy> not so bored now but kinda worried

[18:53] < Werepuppy> i didnt think a file to make me do umm something embarasing at work would work

[18:54] < Werepuppy> but its in my head and already feeling i need to go so bad

[18:54] < HypnoGyrl> i was thinking about sending you one, but haven't come up with any good ideas yet

[18:54] < Werepuppy> *blush*

[18:54] < Werepuppy> thankies ^.^

[18:55] < xrush> im off guys hve fun

[18:55] < Werepuppy> i think i got one already pretty sure

[18:55] < HypnoGyrl> bye xrush

[18:55] < Werepuppy> think its gonna make me pee my pants

[18:55] < Werepuppy> bi xrush

[18:56] < xrush> cya HypnoGyrl and Werepuppy ^^

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[18:56] < Werepuppy> maybe i shud put a pull up on

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[18:56] < Kirkedrim> wuff

[18:56] < Werepuppy> i got themm here cos its exciting a bit to have some thing embarasing might get caught

[18:57] < Werepuppy> maybe sum body saw me say that and wanted to take it further

[18:57] < Werepuppy> ill go put one on now just in case

[18:57] < Werepuppy> brb

[18:57] < Werepuppy> hi kirkedrim

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[19:00] < Werepuppy> hi

[19:01] * Werepuppy all protected now ^_^

[19:01] < HypnoGyrl> hi Kirkedrim

[19:01] < HypnoGyrl> good to hear Werepuppy

[19:02] < Kirkedrim> wuff HypnoGyrl :)

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[19:07] < HypnoGyrl> hi pigtrash

[19:07] < pigtrash> hi

[19:09] < Werepuppy> i still cant believe that im obeying this one

[19:09] < Werepuppy> its kinda risky im working late

[19:10] < pigtrash> i'm playing hooky from work to be here

[19:10] < Werepuppy> and i just know its gonna make me pee

[19:10] < Werepuppy> already need to go so bad and i know its from a hypnofile

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[19:11] < Werepuppy> hi rakurai

[19:11] < Rakurai> heya

[19:11] < Kirkedrim> oink pigtrash & wuff Rakurai

[19:11] < Werepuppy> im terrified i wont be able to stop my coworkers seeing

[19:11] < Werepuppy> what if it happens when some body else is here

[19:11] < Werepuppy> hi pigtrash

[19:12] < Rakurai> arf kirkedrim

[19:12] < pigtrash> hi all

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[19:13] < Werepuppy> what am i gonna do if they call us down for a meeting and i piss all over the floor?

[19:13] < Werepuppy> so scary

[19:14] < Werepuppy> but its exiting too i dont think i felt so alive for months

[19:14] < Werepuppy> i dont even know if its some body i got files off of before or if theyre careful with the words

[19:19] < HypnoGyrl> hmmm, are you really worried about it? do you want someone to maybe check the wording for you? or is it just the right type of worry?

[19:19] < Werepuppy> i dont know

[19:19] < Werepuppy> really exciting tho

[19:19] < Werepuppy> but i dont wanna lose my job now

[19:20] < Werepuppy> wish theres something i could do to protect myself without just going back to normal

[19:21] < Werepuppy> o there is *hehe*

[19:21] < Werepuppy> i still got a pack of diapers in my desk id forgotten about

[19:21] < HypnoGyrl> the pull up you mean?

[19:22] < HypnoGyrl> ah

[19:22] < Werepuppy> having them there is enough risk to stop me getting quite as bored

[19:22] < Werepuppy> just a little excitement for myself when i dont got hypnofiles

[19:23] < Werepuppy> ill put one on just in case this file happens when theres other ppl in the room

[19:23] < Werepuppy> maybe double up for absorbance

[19:24] < Werepuppy> ^.^

[19:24] < Werepuppy> that a good idea?

[19:25] < Werepuppy> brb

[19:26] < HypnoGyrl> seems reasonable to me...

[19:26] < HypnoGyrl> but that might make them show more too

[19:27] < HypnoGyrl> i don't know how thick they are though, or what your clothes are like

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[19:28] < pigtrash> does anyone have advice on finding a tist? i've only found one, and not through wmm, so i guess i'm a newie in need.

[19:34] < Werepuppy> hey

[19:35] < Werepuppy> I cant believe im so easy some times

[19:35] < Kirkedrim> Advice #1: You won't find one here this way, cause this chat isn't a hypnotist-dating-chat. *points to the rules*

[19:35] < Werepuppy> i got to the ladies room and realised im already wearing a pull up diaper under my jeans

[19:36] < drum> you didnt know?

[19:36] < Werepuppy> pigtrash you could try Master Angel he's really good nd always wants to help too

[19:36] < Werepuppy> i completely forgot

[19:37] < Werepuppy> i pulled my pants down to put one on and then saw it and remembered

[19:37] < Werepuppy> finding out that some body can make me forget so much so easy

[19:37] < Werepuppy> he can trick me so much its such a rush

[19:38] < drum> who can trick you?

[19:38] < Werepuppy> i couldnt think about anything else but how easy my mind gets warped

[19:38] < Werepuppy> *blush*

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[19:39] < Werepuppy> i never really new before what they mean to wet yourself from excitement but i think i heard it now i know what it feels

[19:39] < Werepuppy> drum i dont know

[19:40] < Werepuppy> who ever wrote that hypnofile

[19:40] < drum> ah ok

[19:40] < Werepuppy> i put on another one just in case theres more

[19:40] * HypnoGyrl giggles

[19:40] < HypnoGyrl> i know that feeling

[19:40] < Werepuppy> but cant imagine how i could be any more exited

[19:40] < Werepuppy> cool

[19:41] < HypnoGyrl> i love being tricked like that

[19:41] < Werepuppy> i know its so awesome

[19:41] < Werepuppy> are you an email slave too maybe youd like a copy of this one

[19:42] < Werepuppy> i just keep on getting more excited the more i need to pee

[19:42] < HypnoGyrl> i am, yeah

[19:43] < Werepuppy> and i know its gonna get so bad i cant hold it and there nothing i can do about it

[19:43] < Werepuppy> and that just exites me more

[19:43] < Werepuppy> i think maybe its from Master Angel or nightmayor

[19:44] < Werepuppy> they love that circular re enforcing

[19:44] < drum> is Master Angel dutch?

[19:44] < Werepuppy> no

[19:44] < drum> ok