Since my post in August I've listened on/and/off to Cal's Curse and several other similar hypno-tracks from the net. None of them have taken a strong or lasting effect, but my smoldering desire for the fantasy keeps growing month by month.

Cal's Curse seems to nail the concept I'm looking for: Physiologically give-up/loose the ability to bring myself to orgasm, unless given explicit permission by a women for that one time.

Unfortunately the script and production-quality are annoyingly lower than other things i've listened to... It just doesn't do it for me. Other tracks come close but are different. I wish one of the skilled women on this site would re-make it. ;-)

In the mean time I've often lasted 6-7 days, even while teasing myself regularly. It takes much longer to get myself off. When I finally do, I cum way more, but orgasms are increasingly disappointing .. less intense .. often like a 'ruined orgasm'.

Even though I haven't yet (ever), and don't "Have to" I've decided to take the next step. I think every few days I'm going to start soliciting permission from someone, anyone (female), to cum. Maybe the rush of that, will re-enforce the hypnotic conditioning I crave.

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ps. If your a wild chick on here, who wouldn't mind the opportunity to toy with me leave a comment or PM. So I can contact you when I need to. :)