So, in short: I'm still going to the gym, still listening to (some) files (some of the time), but I'm not documenting anything. It's a combination of Life and just some hard decisions to make about my journal here and whether I should continue it.

I have some mixed experfiences now with "real live 'tists", and not all of it is necessarily good, and all or most of them read this, and all or most of them have some personal, identifying information about me. I'm not really afraid that they'll ruin my life or anything (I'm as open in real life as I am on the internet), but I'd like to avoid a shit-storm and the hassle that could come around if even one of these guys is psycho and wants to make my life difficult.

I like writing here, and writing about my experiences, but I need to weigh whether or not it's all worth it, and what to do about this question, and that's why it's taking me so long to post an update. I'm still answering emails and messages, when I can, so if you want to ask a question or anything, just send me a note and you'll hear -something- from me, at least.