ParanoidLord's Recent EntriesStatus Report 4by ParanoidLordA continuing stumbling point - hair. In real life, I keep my hair short, rather conservative looking, and I also keep a trimmed beard. It's been a while since I haven't.
Visualizing female hair is going to be particularly difficult since I don't even know what it feels like to have long hair (if I were to use images with short hair it would be somewhat easier, but I like long hair on women). It's one of the few additive hallucinations that I have not experienced so far.
Two improvements:
Penile awareness decreases, although I don't feel like it's entirely missing. In the general area, my waist feels thinner and my buttcheeks feel more padded.
Also, I feel the image's clothes to some extent, so that I can get a sense the shape on some parts of my body - texture has not come in yet, and I am still unable to "unvisualize" what I'm wearing beforehand.
It would be some time until I have visual hallucinations, but progress is progress.
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