There is a man on Yahoo who has been playing with slut almost every day. He used the trance trigger that is built into the SLUT file and then gave slut his own trigger. This trigger is a hell of a lot more powerful then slut was ever expecting it to be. Whenever he uses it on slut, she instantly becomes so aroused that she's begging him to use her. He could do pretty much anything to slut that he wanted to do. slut will confess...she's having fantasies of other men using this same trigger on her. slut wonders if it would have the same effect or if it's the man himself that gets slut so hot.

In a previous journal entry, slut mentioned a friend who had been coming over and using slut, but without touching her. This man ended things with slut a couple of weeks ago and then messaged her on yahoo last Thursday night. slut had been to court that morning and had things happen that slut was not expecting, so slut was not a happy little camper that night. The "friend" messages her and asks her how she is doing. slut's response is "absolutely fucking lousy. how about you?" and he comes back with "I'm doing good. Listen, I was wondering...would you ever suck and fuck my cock again?" slut just stared at the message in shock.

The wonderful SLUT file does make slut into a sex toy who has no choice and is unable to refuse. It does NOT make slut into an unfeeling piece of meat. slut will never consider herself to be a piece of meat and will not accept being treated as such. slut loves being unable to refuse and has accepted that suggestion wholeheartedly. That still does not mean that slut has to accept being treated like shit.

The man that slut talked about in the first paragraph has turned slut into a human cow, he has made slut see him as a true god whenever she worships his cock and he has ended conversations with slut by saying "I'm done using slut now" and hanging up on her. He has also respected her wishes when she has been too stressed out by life in general and he has not tried to force his attentions on her. He respects her as the human being that slut still is, regardless of her slut/fuck toy status. And for THAT reason, slut will be his toy for as long as he wants her.

slut doesn't ask for much and she has so much to give in return.