Slightly better today. Spent most of the day listening to the Big Dumb Jock Subliminal file. On the other hand, also spent most of the day in town trying to find a job. (Three applications lodged so far, one at Sonic Drive-In, one at Dollar General, and one at the local Subway/gas station. Now I just need a car...)

By consequence I haven't been ale to work out as much as I'd like, but it's only day two.

However, I have noticed this: I feel dumber when masturbating. Usually, my sessions are hurried and furtive; get release quick and get on with whatever I was doing. However, today (with the BDJ sublim playing, I might add), I instead felt...bliss. Empty, brainless bliss. A vacant smile on my face, and not a care in the world. The only thought that entered in my head, even briefly, was "this is a jock's cock, not a geek's; it is my cock, so I must be a jock".

Even writing this, I feel myself getting horny again, and a desire to play one of the files. It seems the Jock is definitely in control of my libido, now.