I need to stop touching them for the next couple of days because they're so painful to the touch, but it's sooo hard to slow down. I'll be happier in the long run, but touching them turns me on soo much.

I didn't listen to any files last night. Instead, my hypnotist did a little bit of text hypnosis before I went to bed. He turned me into a maid and had me clean house for a bit. Then we tried to help me go to bed fairly early by turning me into a doll before falling asleep.

Not too long afterward, my eyes popped open, wide awake. I couldn't sleep at all. It was really frustrating. Especially since I only ended up getting a couple hours before work today.

I got called in to crush lamps today, which is great, but a really difficult task. I'm basically standing in one spot feeding lamps into the machine for 7 hours. I ended up passing out after I got home. I woke up about 5 hours later feeling groggy and sore.

I had figured out how to wear earbuds under the noise cancelling headphones that they make me wear, but if you put the buds in wrong, it hurts. It was a really difficult tradeoff because the job is so mindnumbing that the music was a godsend. At least I don't wear buds on a regular basis...

When I woke up, the first thing I noticed was I really really wanted to trance, and not just any trance. I fired up curse constant aching need and settled in.

The first thing I noticed was that, even though I was using speakers instead of headphones, I was still ending up getting a bad headache from it. I didn't listen to any other files because of this.

Aside from that, I tranced really well. I'm so horny right now, and it feels so good. I love this file so much that I think I'm addicted to it. It's not the most drastic curse file on this site, but it's still a curse, and works like a curse.

It feels so good. I can't wait till I'm physically able to listen again.