kitsukat's Recent EntriesJournal 4: Magnets and Bubblesby kitsukatMy alarm went off early, so I set it for an hour later. During that hour, I was horny as hell. I squirmed a lot, played a little with my breasts. They're not as sore as they were yesterday, but they could use a little bit longer, plus I'll use a little lotion tonight.
Also, I had some really vivid dreams during that extra hour... nothing crazy and nothing I remember all that great. One dream had to do with finding Doctor Who books at the library, and another had to do with a tiger and a kitten...
I wasn't planning on listening to any files today, but as I was browsing WMM, I remembered that I hadn't done the Bubble Trigger Test in a while, so I tranced pretty quick and did the instructions.
It wasn't like I was really compelled to listen to it. It felt more like an obligation, "oh I haven't done this in a while, so I should since I have a minute to do so."
I reorganized my hypnosis folder and converted the files I plan on using so that I can play them on my DS. Using the SD card on my DS is a really discrete way for me to hide my hypnosis stuff..
I've also placed my hypnosis folder as far away from my music folder as I possibly could, though they sometimes show up in my music player if itunes places the converted files in a bad spot. I switched the default folder that itunes associates with, so that shouldnt' be a big deal.
My hypnotist used a trigger to keep me from touching myself until midnight tonight. The feeling is maddening. I'm so horny, and the more I think about it, the hornier I get, but I can't touch myself at all, and everytime I allow myself time to think, I think about how horny I am. It's like shaking a pop bottle.
On the plus side though, trancing tonight will be amazing. I'm really excited
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