Earlier today, there was a knock on slut's door. It turned out to be one of the men that slut had given a blowjob to some months before, during that marathon 24-hours when slut gave blowjobs to five different men. slut talked about it in a previous journal entry. This particular man was one who had come back once, a few days later, but then slut never saw him again. He spoke to slut a few times on yahoo and then ignored her.

Anyway, when slut opened the door, this is how he greeted her. "Hi. Want some cum?" And this is where the proof part comes in...proof that slut is thoroughly and totally brainwashed into being a really good slut...because her reaction was a rush of pure sexual excitement. And regret that slut couldn't take him up on his offer.

slut remembers making a journal entry early in her brainwashing, about a man who treated slut as if she were nothing more than a fuck toy. And slut actually got upset by it. slut knows, now, that she really is a fuck toy and loves being treated that way. she wishes there was some way to find that man again and make it up to him.