I just wanted to do a REALLY quick update (that I will expand on hopefully tomorrow if I'm not swamped with homework). I've had pretty solid success with "like a good girl" (Which I will update that post as well) and I'm moving on to Good Girl School (by Watcher0707)

I also editted in line breaks like a good girl (as someone pointed out). I've only listened once today and what not been busy but hopefully I can make time for it this week.

Next weekend I'll be spending time in my hometown so I might be late on that update by the by.



Okay so I was as busy as I thought I would but I did listen to the file a good number of times.

The first time I listened I felt every emotion mistress described and it was very real, almost scary. When I was supposed to feel nervous I felt like I feel before giving a speech, when I was supposed to feel ashamed/embarrassed, my eyes literally watered and I felt so awful. (I was getting seriously upset about not spelling obedience correctly because I was so sure I was right)

The end, the first time, was a bit lost on me. I was too aroused (as I commonly get while listenning) to urinate and I also went right before the file so I didn't feel any pressure on my bladder.

The added effect of dotting my "i"s with hearts caused of a bit of a nervousness with me since up until now nothing has risked affecting my real life. But to not force myself to pee I did it (luckily I only have 2 classes where I write by hand, 1 of which is a class of 200 so no one would know who I was, and the other is all math and the letter i as a random variable hasn't come up yet).

The next session I had, Monday, I ended up peeing myself (and subsequently doing laundry) which made me felt bad but at the same time was very erotic...after that whenever I've been listening I've been diapered (wasting some of my ill-fitting ones since I'm not moving around); and I've urinated every time but twice because of not having urine with which to urinate.

Overall I'll keep this file in my 'repertoire" but as a punishment more than anything else; since I can't afford, at the moment, to use multiple diapers a day.