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- Bimbo's First Steps - 2013-04-21
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- The Early Bird.... - 2013-03-27
- I think my boobs are larger this morning - 2013-03-14
- lol - I posted this and forgot to add a title - 2013-03-13
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- The Morning After~ - 2013-02-19
- Warning: Massive Wall of Text! - 2013-02-18
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- Analysis Paralysis - 2013-02-13
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- Happy Holidays! - 2012-12-17
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- Soooo Exhausted - 2012-12-08
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- Oh wow....last night.... - 2012-12-05
- How Did I Miss That One? - 2012-12-04
- Umm.....update! - 2012-12-04
- OMFG PLEASE stop already!!!! - 2012-12-03
- I Remember Why I Hate This - 2012-12-03
- Grumble Grumble Might as Well.... - 2012-11-26
- FINALLY Perfect! - 2012-11-16
- NEVER Again - 2012-11-08
- DontWorry~ - 2012-11-05
- Almost a Whole Year~ - 2012-11-04
- End of October! - 2012-11-04
- March Update (Update! The Looooongest EVER) - 2012-11-03
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- Exhausted.... - 2012-10-09
- Rough night.... - 2012-10-06
- Great News - 2012-10-04
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- September Already? - 2012-09-08
- Darn ._. - 2012-09-01
- No News is Good News....? - 2012-09-01
- I LOVE My Slutty New Body~! - 2012-09-01
- Ugh....I caved.... - 2012-08-22
- Slow Weekend - 2012-08-19
- Fixed it ~ yay! - 2012-08-18
- Update 2 of 2 - 2012-08-05
- BAD Night - 2012-08-04
- The Programming as of Now - 2012-08-03
- The Past Month + Few Weeks - 2012-07-31
- Computer Go Boom - 2012-07-29
- Insert Title Here (update 1 of 2) - 2012-07-05
- Screw it.... - 2012-06-17
- Something New - 2012-06-14
- mess.....dumb, slutty mess..... - 2012-06-04
- Hi, I'm ******, I'm a Bimbo ~ - 2012-06-01
- *cough* *cough* - 2012-05-27
- hey there everyone! ~ <3 - 2012-05-21
- Moment of Clarity (5/21 new comment) - 2012-05-20
- A lifestyle? (Intellectual Musings) - 2012-05-13
- Losing Control - 2012-05-04
- Ugh....one of ~those~ mornings - 2012-05-01
- Almost a new month ~ - 2012-04-29
- Like, How the Files Made Me Into a Bimbo ~ - 2012-04-25
- Comfort - 2012-04-23
- Sorry for thwe wait ~ - 2012-04-22
- Finding Balance - 2012-04-15
- New month, new update! - 2012-04-03
- Toooootally ~ Awesome Update! - 2012-04-01
- I'm Back! - 2012-03-28
- Too much? - 2012-03-21
- Blackouts - 2012-03-17
- Totally Weird Night.... - 2012-03-13
- lol ~ I Think I'm Like, Stuck... - 2012-03-01
- Not Feeling Right - 2012-02-27
- Loop Update is Great - 2012-02-25
- This WAS just a comment, but... - 2012-02-22
- Incoming Update - 2012-02-22
- Update time! (90% of my sanity is present~!) - 2012-02-16
- Yay ~ Weekend is Over! - 2012-01-30
- Title! :P - 2012-01-27
- December Completely Disappeared - 2012-01-23
- Um.....? - 2012-01-16
- Hiiiii~! - 2012-01-13
- Almost a New Year! - 2011-12-30
- Quickie Morning Update ~ - 2011-12-22
- Like...what happened? XD - 2011-12-19
- Hello Everyone ~ Slutty Bimbo Fucktoy in Training! - 2011-12-15
Incoming Updateby izatga88I actually lost my compulsive drive to post this for right now, so I'll probably edit and add more later -
Lets see....the bimbo programming has not taken over again yet, though I can tell its still floating around in my head. I keep randomly having thoughts that ~I know~ are a product of my file loop.
I don't know what triggered it yesterday, but I spent the entire late afternoon & night as a "horny slut" and could not control myself (in the safety of my home mind you). I must have been rubbing myself for two or three hours yesterday & FINALLY came.....but all that did was actually cause my heart to start racing and everything else to start trembling for the rest of the evening.....no relief....
Probably not in a proper state of mind, I rebuilt my file loop & started it at around 1AM last night ~ I think I ran it until about 6 or 7AM.
I ~s.e.r.i.o.u.s.l.y.~ lost count of how many times I came last night.....it was the strangest sensation I've had to date with the hypnosis files. I was 100% aware this time that I was ~not~ in any kind of control of my body....I was actually wanting to move once or twice but felt completely strapped down (the whole thing was actually kinda freaky).
But yeah, I woke up with my panties completely soaked and STILL want to keep playing with myself......it just seems like the more I listen, the more sensitive I'm getting (I almost cant touch my tits or my clit without passing out from the pleasure at this point).....it's actually starting to get on my nerves. Even something as stupid/simple as sitting down sometimes gives me a jolt & I'll have a thought flash through my head about shoving a vibrator or cock into myself somewhere......there's absolutely NO WAY I can let myself leave the house tonight! XD
Odd I got that much out even though I didn't feel like typing....oh well. I still want to try and add more after a little while, and I should also note that in addition to the files on my Favorites List, I gave "Breast Game" the first spot on my list since I heard it supplements other programming, and who ~doesn't~ love larger tits? :B
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