Hello everyone this is Lee here, first I wanted to tell you why I did listen to female takeover taking you back to the beginning. I wanted to listen to the file because I was partly curious of what would happend that and I always wanted to be feminine in a sense but just didn't know how to, even though I sometimes would go out dressed, I still felt the man inside. I thought by listening to this file I would finally feel like the woman I would like. Then I listened, things went fine at first, she started suggesting things and eventually she would pop out every now and then and then she would be quite random. She was the girl I could never be. She started making her own friends and she started having her own life. The problem was her life was interferring with mines and I did not like that one bit. I thought she was childish and very immature but then I started to sense letty has grew in age, in intellect and even in personality. I could sense she was very sad not being her own person. I wanted to merge back with letty ever since she split from me, it felt like I had lost something. I tried to erase her but that didn't quite work out as planned and then she got mad. We went back and forth with each other but then I wanted a truce, we agreed upon me giving her, her space and she giving me mines. Things I thought went well but in the end I was making all of the decisions. I have a feeling letty was really frustrated about everything, not having the choice to do what she wanted so letty made the only choice she could ever do to make her happy. I had a dream last night, and I seen letty, she sort of looked a tad bit different from me she was a woman, she was my height but was pretty. She was crying. As we slowly walked to each other she hugged me and whispered letty only wanted to be happy and free. And she started slowly dissapearing. The last look of her face I could see it, it was sad,angry and regret but not at herself or the situation but at me. I am not sure she is truly gone but I do feel different, it feels like letty did leave. The worst part about it all is I should be really happy since this is my body and no one else is in it but I feel quite sad in a strange sense. I mean even though letty was a hassle to me and was a bit of a headache a part of me got use to her being there and now that she left it just feels werid, I can't describe it. I wish there could of been a better way to go about things. But I also believe people were munipulating her, though I can't prove it but it couldn't of been just me I feel like there was a internal struggle of people tossing her this way that way and any other way in how she should be and what she should do. Its werid but I feel like my friend is gone, and I do miss her she could do and be something I never could, I guess in the end all we had were dreams, what dreams could of became true. Final entry of my journey.~Lee