First Listenby Guuliar
Nothing much happened, and I stayed conscious the whole time. Unfortunately I hit a block and a panic response triggered near the end and I think it broke me out of trance. Although maybe it didn't.
The rest of the night I kept having what felt like a mild form of Out of Body Experiences, or OBEs. I couldn't get to sleep that night but I somehow felt refreshed in the morning. Dreams were pretty normal, for me at least. Something about Victorian dresses, running, flying, and beating things to a pulp.
Is it odd that my violent side makes me feel more feminine? Not that I consider violence feminine, it's gender neutral, but still, there's something spiritual about leaping across a room to ram someone's head through a wall. Especially in a dress.
Anyway I'll try to listen to it again and hopefully no panic happens.
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