I managed to download the trial for Neuro-Programmer 3 and it's so amazing! I'm tempted to get the pro version once I have enough money. Anyway, I decided to make it as intense and insane as possible ramping up the echo, reverb and using isochronic beats to go under. That was an experience. I also layered the sessions a few times and yes I got pretty addicted. Addicted enough to neglect other files that I was supposed to listen to.

Anyway, near the end of one of the layers I heard a girl shouting "My Name is Rebecca!" Love the shouting part because even then it wasn't too loud. Probably because it was in the middle of a session with a dozen things going on. Nothing's really different beyond that. I find it funny that the perspectives introduce themselves with their name first.

Dream wise would've been labeled as normal accept for one part. I think I ran into Rebecca. She was more vivid than most dreams and I think I ran into her more than once too during multiple dreams. The last one was the most vivid because I just ran into her and she greeted me like she knew me but didn't expect me to answer since she was surprised I did and actually looked happy that I did.

She looked 10, but when she asked I said 13, maybe 14 thinking she just might not have developed much and plus she was covered in soot. To top it off, she was accompanied by some weird lady that went on how they must suffer because she was cursed with the sterility of "transsexuality." That part got me and I guess I kidnapped, or liberated her later on. Her crazy lady actually had a pretty nice hotel room that was ironically next to mine. This is where I saw what could have been Rebecca with a clean fast for the first time. She's cute, not really over ten, and I thought that first time I saw her. She's smart and mature for her age, but is still interested a lot of kid stuff. That's the part that gets me.

The part I'm worried about is the transsexual part. What if she's transsexual too? I'm mtf, what if she's ftm? That would be a bit ironic. Maybe it was part of her maturity to know she was born in a male body even though she was female? Since she was wearing somewhat of a cute dress and seemed to act like a girl, I'd say it was the latter instead of the former. Hopefully. There's the other side where I once thought that if I was born female, I would still be trans.

Oh! I just remembered that in one of my earlier dreams I was called a perspective. Something that I view her and myself as since discovering this file. Kind of breaking down the spirituality of the whole things. It opens up a new perspective on things. I thought that one was good, but you'd have to be in my head to get it at least. Also, Rebecca, or at least the girl in my dreams has light brown hair, blue eyes, and brownish skin that can pass for white. She looks like Jenny did, but she's not Jenny. She's her own person, or perspective of this mind.

Body wise, I still feel myself rocking from the tones. Lots and lots of tone. It's a peaceful rocking, but it would be nice to not feel like the whole world was shifting. At least I can feel if my Aura is positive or Negative ^_^

I think that's all for now, I'll keep you updated