Waking upby GuuliarThis morning was incredibly surreal for me. I normally just open my eyes when I start to wake up, but Rebecca moves around apparently. So when I woke up I woke up to my body moving without my own will behind it. It was like feeling an odd but pleasant chill on my spine. I don't remember what I was dreaming about and neither does Rebecca. I might remember bits and pieces though. Something about bugs I think, dunno.
Rebecca turns 12 tomorrow and she's gaining strength at a pretty good rate. I get foreign limb syndrom with my left arm and right leg on occasion and I can feel her signals constantly trying to move my left arm. I don't want to get rid of it, but I recognize it as part of myself but not completely under my control.
Rebecca also managed to take full control for a moment one morning. Woke up with my underwear wet without remembering the experience exactly. ( ^_^ ) So far, things are going pretty good. A few conflicts here and there, but we're becoming two different people (and I'm helping her become a better person). Yeah, all the fun stuff.
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