So then, I mentioned in the comments section of my last post that I'd be updating this morning. I came up with a few ideas on how to modify some of the extra commands I've added to my file loop thanks to all of the comments & ideas that were left to me, and I've been testing them since yesterday morning.

Basically, my new command set gives me a better sense of self-awareness & is set up so that amidst all of the hypnosis/brainwashing/conditioning I won't really hit a point that is impossible to come back from & I should have more of a say as to when it's ~okay~ to have some sexual fun & all that.

I tweaked it again this morning, and it seems to be working fine - either I've got it right & I should be 100% fine again with a little reinforcement for the next week or two, or my bimbo-self is hiding in my subconscious to jump & kill me off when I'm not looking (which is how I felt this past weekend). XD

I think I've been on the bimbo-washing files since about somewhere between Nov 15th and Dec 11th of last year (so far as I can tell from my forum feedback posts), so that's about 5 or 6 months that I'd otherwise been (holy $h1t I just realised that it's been a LONG time) spaced out and rolling around in my own pussy juice non-stop with pleasure. Going forward, I should be able to let my personality shine through a bit more without any pressing anxiety going on.

For now, I think I want to focus on improving my breasts with the files rather than conditioning myself to be a walking cocksleeve......I SWEAR they've already gotten a bit larger from all that Breast Game stuff.

I mentioned before, even if I still cannot remember the last 5 or 6 months, the "me" that is here now should hopefully make a much better/fun person & girlfriend. I am still feeling a bit "slow" in the IQ department & experiencing 1 or 2 odd/minor side-effects, but I don't feel like I'm going to drown amidst the programming anymore.

I feel nice & relaxed this morning. Anyways, um......I guess a majority of the people keeping tabs on me are guys, so I wouldn't quite suggest ya'll trying out my file list. :P It ~obviously~ works.......I actually have a fair idea of how to modify it for other woman (based on my experience with it) so that even without a sexual partner (I mean gosh, you'd think you could find a trustworthy one after FIVE OR SIX MONTHS ;_;), you really probably could stamp out your original personality like I almost did.

Either way, I DO NOT ever want to act on that information - one of the lingering side effects (aside from the urge to still be posting updates) is the idea of exposing other people I know.....I think the SLUT file was the one with that command(?).....but yeah, now that I can think straight, I'm getting this weird evil desire to experiment on my sister......which would be bad. @_@