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Umm.....update!

by izatga88

I'm not running about my lawn naked........so I guess I'm doing fine for now. I'm still concerned - I've started dripping & soaking my panties again, but this time I'm not losing my mind & rolling on the floor screaming in ecstasy for cock.

It's been going on for the last two days non-stop......even though I'm in 100% full control, the constant uncomfortable sensation below & flashing images of holding cocks in my hand while I suck a third one doesn't even get any sexual reaction out of me. Either way, nothing else is really new.

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- BillionSix

You want control, I think, just not 100% control. The whole thrill of becoming a bimbo is having desires and urges that you have to either fight or channel safely. I think that's what you want. Having total control takes the fun out of it, and makes the physical and emotional urges more of a bother. Of course, having no control is worse, since you are just, to use your term, a mindless cocksleeve with no real thoughts or memories. You need to find a middle road.

- xHeartx

[p]This is a site called warp my mind. This isn't the kiddy pool at the local city park. There are few rules here and it is very much play at your own risk. Yes, there are people here who will be very much turned on by girls becoming complete bimbos. There are girls here who will be turned on by becoming complete bimbos. If you have a problem with it, please restrict it to yourself or keep it to pm's and avoid creating drama. Izatga has repeatedly said she doesn't mind the comments that have been directed her way. Native, if you have any experience of women you should know that they are just as dirty, foul minded, and depraved as men. The only difference is the timing. Sometimes a woman wants to feel like a perfect princess, but sometimes she wants to know that the only thought you can keep in your head is ripping her clothes off and bending her over the nearest surface while you fuck her senseless. The trick is knowing which one of those things she wants to feel when.....and sometimes, she doesn't even know herself. If you have any respect for Izatga you will recognize that she is fully capable of defending herself if and when it is necessary. If she was a girl who needed a pedestal to prop herself up psychologically then she wouldn't be on this site in the first place. [/p] [p] For the TL;DR crowd.....@Nativedragon: Dude....you're harshing my vibe bro, cut that shit out.[/p] [p]Sorry for any spelling or html errors....I'm a tiny bit intoximakated.[/p]

- ztshp

Thanks heart

- xHeartx

Did you actually run around your lawn naked at some point or is that just hyperbole?

- izatga88

Hyperbole :p

- nativedragon

i know heart but i think sometimes people should also keep their dirty thoughts to themselves isntead of saying to bad so sad like zthps or W/E the letters for a name person has for their username has basicly said to IZ when she started to lose control of her body to the bimbo programming *shrugs* i find his "Sincere" comments but nothing more then him trying to save face when everyone started to support IZ in her trying to regain control but yea to IZ sorry if my disgust about Ztshp W/E his name is but his 1st comment to you when you made your journal about you starting to lose control *hugs IZ*

- BillionSix

Darn. She is using fancy words like "hyperbole." Not enough bimbo. :p

- Whimsical

Something I've used on subs before that may be of interest to you- I've built dials onto various aspects of their personalities. You could set up a dial on your "bimbo" level, so that you could enjoy the feeling while still controlling it- or even set a timer on it if you wanted to go back to being a total bimbo for an hour or two. Plus, when you find someone you trust, you can give them control of the dial. Don't worry, most of us get bored with complete bimbos and change them back to normal after..oh a couple of days, tops. ;) Just a thought. Keep us updated.

- ztshp

That is very true, complete bimbos are dare I say it too stupid to stand for long

- Plaat

Withdrawal symptoms? Maybe, the other posts seem to be more complete answers. Give it time, I'm watching with the same interest I have always had. Instead, I'll go for a more a trig bimbo route.

- xHeartx

Alright, here is your 20th comment.....now how about an update :P

- ztshp

Oh no, don't tell me you dislinked your pleasure senses, if your not getting any excitement out of it why do it?

- nativedragon

IZ it seems your back in control of your bodyand mind again and i'm glad :) and i do hope that your gonna be carefull about what hypnosis files you listens to now *hugs*

- nativedragon

Ztshp I think IZ means she's not drooling and craving sexual pleasure now and in control of herself and not the mindless cocksleeve you was hoping she would become *sighs* some people like you Ztshp are just plain disgusting :I

- izatga88

I'd still like to feel ~something~

- BillionSix

Seems like you are in too much control, if that makes sense. The physical urges are there, but the mind is separated from it, and not able to enjoy it. Too far in the other direction. I think you want to feel the lust and pleasure, but be able to steer it. To be a horny bimbo, but one that can make decisions and live a normal life without becoming a mindless pleasure-feeling thing.

- ztshp

Native I don't care if you have a grudge against me but don't be like that

- robindf1

Talk about being caught between a rock and a hard place. Being a bimbo isn't worth it if you can't feel it, but it isn't worth it if you can't have control. You have to be very careful about how you approach this. Going back to your programming could solve things, but that's not going to be a long-term thing until you figure out what part of your new suggestions caused this. Look at the wording closely. After you figure that out, I'd tell your sister, then re-do your original programming to an extent, getting her to help you stay in control along the way. Then you can install the fixed version of your programming. That's just my idea, though.

- Robert314

Give it time - your mind's recovering from some pretty intense stuff that's been going on for months, and it's probably not going to get better in just two days. You've got a lot of stuff still working its way out of your system. It may take a little while to start really feeling sexual reactions again, but when you do hopefully it'll be more controllable.

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