The idea of "warping my mind" has been a long standing fantasy to me, and for a while I was quite devoted to the opportunity to try it out for myself. At first nothing happened, but I must admit that my attempts at 'going under' were growing to be more fruitful than when first starting out. Now I've realized that it may have been too much of a jump to give up so easily, as any progress is progress. I have therefore resolved to begin my self hypnotism attempts once more, and not stop until completely failing to make any further progress. It is with this goal in mind that I have created this journal - I'm hoping others that are more experienced than myself in this area will see more progress. I have been listening to a couple of files, a subliminal loop that is supposed to help with a more canine mentality (to my understanding of it) as well as another loop to make you relaxed and submissive at the sound of "good boy". So far there is very minimal progress. I've started getting flashes of rage while listening to the canine loop, and I've even started to hear the baying and barking of these dogs in ghostly echoes after turning off the loop, maybe I'm listening to it too much. I've started eating chicken, the only available meat in the house, which I can't help but snack on during later hours of the night. I've started to tremble while trying to sit still, and find that standing is near impossible at most times of the day. It's been feeling extremely hot, and I no longer sleep with any blankets, regardless of whether the air conditioning is on or not. I've gotten a larger appetite, and I'm also having short episodes where I can't understand anything anyone is saying. So far these are the only discernible changes that have happened over a total of three days since the beginning of the experiment. If anything else changes, my journal will be updated immediately. On a side note, my mentality has since changed slightly. I find a great dislike for loud sounds, talking, or the presence of pets regardless of species. My dreams have been replaced with the barks and howling, the repetitive whimpered, every sound on this loop is there. I believe I've began to understand what they're saying, but it doesn't make sense when I try to explain in English. If any of this behavior seems dangerous, please let me know. Unless I or someone else are in danger, I will not cease my attempts. If you think I should quit, please let me know.