I can't believe I'm pushing close to half a year now that I've been doing this to myself. It only feels like it's been maybe a few weeks since I started this journal, and yet now it's almost May.
I'm horny out of my mind - something going on with my tits. I think they might have actually gotten a little larger.... I can feel them REALLY rubbing up against my shirt now whenever I'm not wearing a bra, and.....I can't even describe the feeling of it really......I'm basically having small orgasms every time I breath.
My family thinks I'm a bit of an airhead now. I'm not exactly sure when it started, but they've definitely noticed ~something~ changed and have certainly been treating me a bit differently on account of it. Hmm....
It's weird..... before, I couldn't really remember what all I was doing when I was in "bimbo mode", but now I'm 100% aware & can even CLEARLY remember what I was doing these last two weeks......I'm just shocked at how smashed my IQ is. I'm not exactly having problems thinking and typing this right now, but I certainly am having trouble reading it back. My mind is starting to dry up, so I think I'm going to wrap this entry....
Either way, I wanna spend the next year saving up for cosmetic stuff, and hopefully pick up a cute & trustworthy guy while working that I can get close with & fuck until I collapse. :D