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A lifestyle? (Intellectual Musings)

by izatga88

I think my approach to this whole thing might be why I've had such success in getting the files to work (including the fact that most of what I listen to is both recorded & scripted well too). I don't exactly listen casually or anything, I set my loops up and place myself in a general environment where the effects are more like brainwashing than simply taking suggestions by MP3. A bit of a background with Psychology & stuff helps pinpoint the exact spots to attack a person's mind & break them through constant wearing down of their resistance through programming (in this case, doing it to myself).

I hear, and generally agree that it takes around 21 days for the average person to form new habits. What if those 21 days are used to re-condition a person's behavior to think a certain way? I'd argue that a lot of modern media shapes people in very subtle ways already, and I know I've had success experimenting in the past with new 21-day habits.....why not take advantage of this sort of stuff and use it either for fun or to get ahead in life? Some of the ways that people ~already~ think is both interesting & scary enough out in the modern world to give serious consideration to the impacts of brainwashing.

I get the impression that people on here like Zapnosis might agree with me on some of these points.....I know first hand that I've basically re-conditioned myself for an entire half of a year to basically be a bimbo-slut. I mean, I'm obviously AWARE of what I've done to myself (gawd help me if I removed that awareness somehow - part of that is what's allowing my inner-self to "hang on"), but at the same time, my thoughts & actions are partially no longer my own. I can go out with friends for an evening, and wakeup the next morning realising that I was behaving the entire night the way I was programmed.....it's amazing to think that even if I don't intend to act dumb and slutty, it still slips out.......it makes me wonder, just how ~powerful~ the process of brainwashing is.....

Anyways, I could go on about the subject - I'm just in awe over the fact that as a person, I'm basically powerless to remove myself from this situation by my lonesome....even still, my body is just so used to all of the stimulation now that the pleasure would rather see me escalate things than stop it. I really blows my mind that there could be other people using this site & not having success with the files they want - is it because the files are poorly made, or is it because the people aren't approaching the process correctly?

I'd love to have a subject to experiment further on (though that might be "wrong" to do morally) - I know my sister almost as well as myself, yet she is a vastly different personality.....would that sort of person be able to be cracked & turned into a bimbo-slut too?

I know that I used to be a different person last year. Previous posts imply that I had serious concerns about the level of my conditioning.....yet now, while I have enough control allowed to function in life, & noting that I still want a nice relationship, my mental self-image has completely turned into a blonde bimbo on her back with her legs "open for business". I could say to myself all I want that "that's not really me, it's the programming", but at the end of the day, that's how I see myself & act......there's not much evidence in my mind that I was anything other than a bimbo this whole time.

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- izatga88

It took a long while & a lot of editing to make that readable ~ lol

But yeah, religion, media.....if I've proven (at least to myself) that I could turn myself into a complete bimbo-slut that can barely function without a cock in her, then what scarier things has entities in the outside world done to me these past two decades?

- izatga88

So horny....can't think....need cock.....having touble stopping the urge to talk &/or post about sex.....

- mutatedbunnyboy

Go a head and post about sex, gives us something fun to read, and from your writings you seem well enough in control, at least there's self awareness.

- akaraari

Having been a silent fan for a while, and reading this post (that was obviously very difficult for you to write, certain little inconsistencies show) and I assume this was mostly being put forth as evidence you could think rationally and of your own mind, since previous posts have had comments stating the other. Sadly I feel it's also a bravado post, I'm unsure whether you're trying to convince yourself or the commenters (perhaps both?) I probably don't have the same background in psychology though I certainly have a similar background in conditioning and reprogramming, particularly others. Is it effective on everyone? No. Your subconscious and you both desired this change, finding people where that clashes perhaps even both clash, conditioning is pretty hard, could it happen? Certainly but generally you're going to tear their psyche apart and do more damage before you could get your specific suggestion in. The big thing is you're happy with the changes, good or bad that's what really matters. Yet in the end people sometimes become attached or care for parts of you you may not necessarily like, or didn't have a fetish for. Most of your commenters that are worried, knew you from the beginning, probably came to admire your writing and by association you. They're sad to see the person they'd come to respect and care about become a mindless bimbo, someone they didn't identify with anymore, and couldn't hold good, meaningful conversations with. It's not my place to judge ethically or morally what you're doing, those are just my observations about the post, and the commenters and the reasoning/methods behind each. I've enjoyed reading you, though sadly I probably fall into the latter category of more lamenting than rejoicing, though I usually keep my opinion quiet, as you can tell with me not posting here despite reading for a....very long time. The only thing I can say is it's your life, and your decisions, and while it's true media and religion etc. . . can impact you, strongly in fact. That it's easy enough to resist that sort of conditioning, particularly by being informed. Does it do damage? Certainly, but using the fact that people murder to justify pricking a finger is a bad analogy to make, and that's what you've done here to a sense. If you're standing, stand on the right principles, that it's your life, that this is your desire and your path. Not that other people do worse (though I may have misunderstood the intent of the post.) You're a really interesting person itz, it's sad to see that that's what you seem to hope to take away.) Well long comment is long, and probably tl:dr but be safe, and if you want to talk more, this site I'm told, does have private messages.

- akaraari

and I forgot the
tags, gosh darnit.

- janglywhack

Could you perhaps elaborate on how you set up your conditioning, so that others can get better success out of their files? It seems to work so well for you, we're just hoping for some of the same in our lives. :P

- izatga88

I only got about 80% of what Aka....raari...(?) posted, but I really only just wanted to get out some random thoughts that were popping into my head over the last few days - I've either been really calm & collected, or hot & excited.

I've made sure I'm using "high quality" files, endlessly looped said files with headphones when I try to sleep in bed, and set up enough of an environment around me in my home that is saturated with "subliminal messages" related to the programming (and example being easy access to porn & encouraged usage - i.e. as desktop wallpaper being a great start - or even pink outfit pieces since the SLUT file triggers a lot based on pink). I've obviously customised one or two things for myself on the loop, and it's otherwise important to stick with the routine & try to FORGET rather than FORCE the fact that you are trying to alter your mind.

I can't even remember any of what was going on around the time I started this - it honestly just feels like I was always some dumb/horny blonde slut, and yet somewhere in me, I also know that ~I~ was the one that started this towards the end of last year.....willingly.....

- akaraari

Akara Ari, and yeah, sorry, and I'm sorry I forgot the br tags.

Sorry about the wordy comment, just random observations, hopefully a cleaner version of it hit your inbox.

- izatga88

I did - I always take a look at the new ones as soon as I notice I have them. ~ :D

- zapnosis

Hi Iz, it's funny what you say about religion etc. People go into trance every day without being hypnotised... so hypnotism is the art of controlling the trance and using it, not creating the trance. I'd say that the same applies to conditioning in that we are all conditioned by stuff going on around us, brainwashing is simply the controlling of that conditioning process.

- izatga88

Quite profound!

- zapnosis

For a bimbo, maybe! ;)

- Whimsical

I keep getting images of a "Musings of a Bimbo" website where you roll around on your bed, while sharing these with us ;). As for your sister, you could just ask her to be a part of your experiment. As long as you respect her answer, there's nothing morally wrong with that. Also: more updates! Please :)

- Guuliar

Well it's impossible for any form of mind control to really change a person. All it can really do is amplify things. In other words you could never control someone to kill someone they don't want to kill, however you can set up a system of beliefs in that person and amplify those to the point that if that person came in contrast with that system they would kill them.

So I can see that your still the same person just with a different filter. The same mind and motivations that drove you are still there, but some indulges and mannerisms have been amplified. Withering away or breaking down the defenses is really more of a way for the mind to slowly step into a pool of cold water because not many people are really willing to just jump into it.

The thing is that it might be possible to get around those defenses sometimes by breaking something your not supposed to. I think that's what people have been worried about. It happens sometimes, so you still have to be careful.

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