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by izatga88

Hmm......so it's almost the end of May.....I've noticed the second that I start writing about this stuff now, each "tap" noise the keyboard is making feels like someone poking at my pussy or something.....odd .....

I've got a bit of a cold & feel a tad dead up in my brain right now.....kinda just need to get the last of that financial junk I was working with out of the way.....then it's on to a bunch of tech stuff for June.....oh goodie....

I really just feel like ducking my head back under my pillow and sleeping, but.....I dunno......it's weird......I feel like my body is moving without my permission......I know I'm a bit of a bimbo now, but I'm too sick to do anything other than feel like crap......hopefully this wraps up quick - it's kind of annoying waking up with my nose dripping instead of my pussy.

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- izatga88

Umm....hmm.....oh ya, almost forgot.....I haven't really listened to anything or even pleasured myself since I caught my cold, but I still noticed even while doing something as mundane as getting myself some medicine.....I'll snap to thinking about a line of programming out of nowhere & for.....no reason I guess.....weird....

- Whimsical

Hope you feel better soon!

- starchildskiss78

Hope you feel better soon! It sounds like you've listened to the files enough that it is firmly imprinted. Isn't it something like something you do for 21 days is a habit?

- nativedragon

hope you feel better IZ

- Guuliar

get well soon!! Hope you enjoyed your memorial day ^_^

- izatga88

Ugh.....it was totally horrible and lonely.....I spent like, the entire fucking day in bed >_>

I might have gotten over my cold, so I'm hoping that I'll be nice and fresh to finish out all of that super boooooring money stuff this week.

- mutatedbunnyboy

Glad to hear you're better, don't worry, the boring stuff will be over soon, then you can lie back, relax, spread your legs wideand... where do you think you should go from there?

- ztshp

Bunny....I'm warning you.... That isn't flirting that's sexual harassment

- nativedragon

bunny i've been trying to stop IZ since she started showing signs of over using and abusing her fiules so i can tell you plainly to STFU and be queit and you can't say shit to me because while i was for her trying to free her sexual side up i am against the uncontroled bimbo-fication of IZ

- zapnosis

Crumbs, Iz, you've already got guys fighting over you! Listen guys, there was a time when I was very much brainwashed by certain experimental stuff I was listening to. Some of the weird effects that Iz has mentioned are very familiar to me. For what my comment is worth, this stuff is not what you think it is, so please be kind and cool off a little. BTW Iz's whole stupidity/ bimbo thing doesn't do anything for me at all... I haven't mentioned this before because in fact it is none of my business. There are some things that you can only really know by going to see them first hand, and that is a decision that Iz has made for herself. I for one respect her for it. Cheers. ZAP

- izatga88

lol ~ men....

I noticed that....there were actually like, a few times in the past that I wondered if the comments were getting.....a bit intense, but I think I kinda had to step into this one a little....

Um.....so ya, don't fight guys. I totally love rolling over & being poked at & all now + giggling over the pleasure. Some of you might like, not exactly be all "in" to that sorta thing, but I thought I'd said at the start of all this that I totally wanted to lose controll & be a total bimbo....right?

- gorgomctavish

I've been reading this journal for awhile now and I just had to put my two cents in, not about Iz as to how ironic and, frankly hilarious the comments have been getting.

Here we are, at a site called "warp my mind". reading the account of a girl (well allegedly, no hate on iz here but the demographics of this site are quite decisive) who has successfully warped her mind, who did it with full consciousness and willfulness, and yet the moment she succeeds...

she starts getting harassed by morally repressed individuals who are afraid of what she's becoming because it threatens their own sexuality. possessive, controlling individuals who would like nothing better than controlling her - as long as THEY are doing the control under a "help" guise. Get a life, people.

And lastly to Iz herself - whether your account is genuine or fictional, I applaud you. If it is genuine, you've done what few people in this world manage - to pursue their goals with no regard to external considerations, and achieve them. If it is fictional, it is a FANTASTIC work of fiction, and you've managed to spin many of the readers around your little finger and become their masturbatory fantasy. Either way, Kudos.

- izatga88

None taken...? ._.

I did find it kinda odd that people would be like.....overly worried....I've ~been~ as safe as I want, & it feels super-awesome~!

Also, I reeeeally try to make a point of only posting what I'm actually feeling/thinking, so I'd kinda hope that that stuff'd be nice & notieable.....there should be a "c" in there somewhere.....

- Guuliar

gorgom, I come from a family of manipulators and being transsexual, control is seen as a point of life and death. So it's a safety issue for me, not because I'm sexually close minded. Although I agree. It's never nearly as bad as one thinks it is. Iz, if I met you in person I'd probably still be surprised at how smart you are. After all no one would ever want someone that's just a bimbo unless they were depraved in some weird way. A smart girl with bimbo qualities would be an awesome girlfriend.

On top of the program protections, there is also a panic response that could occur either now, or later on in life. Unfortunately if that shocks you out of the programming, it's equivalent to a nervous breakdown. Your nowhere near that point and if I consider it, your not even down the path. You might have seen it a few times though.

- nativedragon

IZ how have you been since you made this update?

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