I was asked to describe the differenceaI have noticed. A lot of what I notice is my behavior and movement. How I catch myself with my wrist limp and quickly correct it before someone might notice. My little finger is always out from the glass now. I gave up trying to correct this already. I walk ( if I'm not careful) and sit like a lady. I'm really considering being put in a chasity belt so I can learn better on how to orgasm without touching myself. My orgasm's are becoming difficult without having something shoved up in me (I didn't think it would be true but I am having more intense orgasm from having a small dildo up inside me). "My Bottom" I'll call it until I figure out what it is. I also quit taking Testosterone injections and began back on my Spironolactone. My nipples stick out again. I'm going back into counseling and found an understanding doctor who will help with this if I decide to start back on Estrogen. Had no problem with Spironolactone order. I've lost weight by dieting and walks. I'm from 200 lbs to 170 pounds. My goal is to get to 160 and go from there. I'm smaller bone than most men, but I lifted heavy wieghts as a younger man (tried to tip the scale in the other direction, didn't woork). But I had a great physique and could bench 320 pounds without a sweat. Now it's cardio and diet. I have a 33" waist. My appetite is down, I eat like a bird. So I figure this will be easy to accomplish. I have also bought more lady intimates. Locked In Lace is a great store. My hair is still short, but I have been lucky to have a full head of hair and hardly any body hair. I've begun shaving my legs, groins and underarms. Haven't purchased any make up yet, but I am sure it will come. More to come? We'll see... Listening to these audios has change some of my behavior. We'll see where my journey goes.