last night was fun. a little doggie turned up in my flat and he was really playful. but i think i new he wasnt real. He had a bit of paper in his mouth like the one that kept disappearing before.

well it wasnt last night now. i wrote this last night and didnt have time to finish so by now it was the night before last that Stripe appeared. i decided to call him stripe because so many doggies are called Spot hehe. he is kinda spotty tho. Stripe is a golden color spaniel kinda dog but with a lovely poodley nose and white spots. i never seen a real dog like him.

then this morning or yesterday morning if your reading this tomorrow stripes there first thing wants to play. i chased him all over trying to get that letter. i was really tired but i had the day off and my flatmate was at work so i got all the time in the world.

i was proper knackered before i got the letter. and then it wasnt even a proper letter it just said Good Girl. you know what that makes me feel like well i do. i smiled right off knowing its gonna make me feel good but it didnt really do much just the satisfaction of managing to catch him.
see i really can spell long words! even if i got to use the dictionary.com site I get it right some times.

and then i looked down and hes got something else in his mouth the puppy is chewing my panties! i took them back and looked around and my close were every were all over the flat. they must of all fallen off when i was running after Stripes so hard.

so i got dressed again and something wierd happened. i felt all happy and springy full of life. and everything around me was so interesting i spent like ages making words with the fridge letters and it was really fun. everything i tried to play with was a load of fun and i feel so great. thankies for all that.

by dinner time it had all gone and no Stripe no more either. but it felt so good this morning i love feeling like that. i dont even know what it is that can make me feel so happy like a dog with 2 tales wagging twice as much.

and in the afternoon it was all sunny so i went for a walk in the park again after i handed over my visa form and did all the business stuff. i sat down by the turd book waterfall. i dont no how you write that but one of the local guys told me its name and he said turd-book or some thing like that. hehe i wanted to say that sounds rude but maybe that would be rude to say?
i sat on a big stone oppsite the fall and listened to it babble and bubble. and after abit the running water makes me feel kinda calm and safe so i started to suck my thumb again. i didnt have to i just wanted to know how it feel. and it was so easy to relax i nodded off. maybe a bit.

then it was almost dark before i come back home and reply to my memoes and stuff and write this. but it took so longer to write it was past midnight again so i said id finish the journal in the morning. but now the suns coming up over the sportcentre and i cant sleep so i just finished writing it really early rise for me today. i'll see if i can get back to sleep once i hit the "send button" and get a couple hours before dawn properly.

Goodnites ^.^