I've been a long lurker on WMM, listening to the occasional feminization files but never really sticking with anything. I slowly built myself a collection of panties, bras and a few toys, but since I work full time and am rather secretive, I'd only get to play in the evening with them, and not for very long (parents house).

I've very recently moved out of my parents to be closer to work, moving in with one of my friends who goes to university. I decided not to take any of my collection with me due to obvious embarrassment, which I now feel was a bad move since I've done nothing but listen to Goddess Gracies Training Loops since I got here.

I'm 21, almost 22, think, I would say I am not a bad looking guy, though I have a girlish figure, while being freak tall, 6'3. I wanted to start a journal to keep track of any changes I go over in the next few weeks, because I'll be spending a week in my parents place, completely alone, and I want to be at the point where I can't think of anything else to do but fuck myself silly on my 9" dildo, and have a great time doing it.

I am, and will be, listening to Goddess Gracies Limp Clitty and Feminine Habits loops for at least an hour a day each, and probably overnight, and I have a copy of Mind Mistresses Anal Princess to listen to daily to make me crave anal sex.

Currently just holding off from masturbation due to not having a limp clitty when I do it, but I'm probably going to be letting myself do it every four days or more, since I lose the drive to do this stuff very easily when I cum : (.

Fantasizing about sucking and fucking big cocks constantly, more forceful thinking thank conditioning atm, but we'll see.

I hope I haven't bored anyone : )