Hello.

I’ve been meaning to start a journal for about a year now…
So, I want to feminize myself, right now more mentally than in real life and I also have a huge bimbo fetish.

But I have this problem, every time I start listening regularly to a file, after about 7 listenings, when i’m stating to get some effects, my “subconscious” rejects the hypnosis and I get a sudden urge to move when listening to files, and it gets worse and worse, until it’s like tiny needles pricking my skin, and when i move and try to calm myself dawn, it happens again. Usually after that happens, I also loose any will to continue with the file, for a few weeks, and then the whole thing repeats.

So now i’m hoping the social pressure if this “blog” will keep me going. I will try to write every day or so.

Right now, I like Goddess Gracies files the most, so I will start with Good Girl. But I will try to mix thing up so, i don’t get burned out from listening to the same file over and over… I know this will lover their efficiency, but oh well.

Anyway, if anyone has any suggestions I would love to hear them.