I feel lost sometimes. I have a lot of panties, but still have a little hard time when my wee wee gets hard. I guess I haven't disciplined myself to go without the one last peice of manhood. I am a 42B-C depending on my cup and it is quite embarrassing when it's cold or I'm excited that my nipples get hard and stick out. So loose shirts and sweater... thank God for fall coming up. My waist is 34, but am working on loosing my weight with cardio and diet. I still do weights, but it's high reps, low weights so I can stay tone. I pretty much listen to Goddess Gracie everyday. But still some male hanging on. The sad part is I know I am suppose to be a girl. Bu then there are really cute girls (and yes guys) that think I am good the way I am. But I wished I could have a more feminine figure. I've always felt this way. IDK, I was thinking one of these will put me over the hill and let me finish my journey... But it is hard sometime. I was thinking of getting on something that would take me attention off my penis and more on another's one. Cyproterone Acetate seems liks a good med, but open to other suggestions. Still will listen to the recordings. I think they help some. Just waiting for the last push (figuratively speaking :)