I used a curse file recently, then bought the cure to it. It was an accident really - I've learnt my lesson not to fool around with this stuff. However - I seem to need to come back to this website and browse the files - I think about this place all the time! Is this self created, or has my previous use made me crave more files? I'm not going to use again - but it's a really strange feeling? Whenever I think to myself that something isn't possible, I then realise just how fragile human perception actually is - everything is possible in the mind, and to quote Bill Hicks, we are "the imaginations of ourselves." Thanks for the experience to EMG (will he read this I don't know doubt it) but never again - I like my own control a little too much! However, my fantasies are frequently growing into ideas which are essentially purely fantastical (if that makes sense) the unreal and real now seem blurred in my mind. But once again, I'm back browsing at files I'll probably never use - but hell I've tried to quit smoking 3 times now without success - I have a very addictive personality!!!