So recently bought Ms J's and Goodness Gracie's most recent recording. Between these and my introverted self, my thoughts have become an obsession. The compulsion is also more noticeable. Maybe these things can help. But was I only like this before and used this as an excuse to make my transition? To blame y'all for the girl inside me now. IDK. All I know is I am going to take a shower, wash (and shave) and going to get some tight girly girdles to wear, ooh and some make up, yea me. To be continued...