Hey there. Yeah, I haven't been around for awhile. My personal life has been busy. I actually have not listened to Zapnosis's "SLUT" file in months and it looks like I may never be able to listen to it again. I got an inner ear infection a couple of months ago that led to vertigo and now, apparently, when I listen to the wonderfully effective tones in the file, the vertigo is triggered again and it sticks around for days. Maybe it's something else, but I prefer to not take a chance.

Even though I haven't listened in a long time, the file is still having an effect on me. I still get more pleasure from being used then I do from anything else. I love being used. I truly NEED to be used. I miss being used, damn it! I want to be fucked with. I need to be a pet, a slut, a fuck toy. I need it....and I can't have it.