I've been good for the pass month consistently passing between MsJ and Goddess Gracie files; I love them and they might be having effects, usually the day after I listen but not beyond; As one day after at a friday party, I found myself spacing out, and pulling back when a girl with some wine in her got friendly; her boyfriend, an older guy I'd worked under was next to us so I leave who to judge if a fear of fair sex is there. But there's more going on here and last weeks tracing gave me some fresh ideas. I've found I'm into being bubbly, and get that effect, but anything another sex with men actually dulls it, my mind doesn't like it, even when fluffy and pink. with MsJ's files its the same, in the 'cure files' I can see both sides well(I'm always horny) but was more when I was eating out a woman in the file. The woman morphs into a dick but I have to will myself to be into it every time. Fits with how I dislike male voiced files but can get into fucking men, when I'm turned into a natural woman rather than a sissy. Seems like the more I listen to these, I've figured out I love the idea of being feminine FOR other women, but not men! I suppose no matter any amount of sissy files, I want to fuck women, or preferably be fucked by women. Not many aggressive ones live around me it seems though. Mixing them with the female body ones could work, but my hearts not into buying all the stuff for it; and thus actually doing it.