I finally heard from Master again tonight. I haven't since early January. I admit that I was losing hope, I even grew a little angry at Him. He really screwed with me, I thought - I couldn't even come on my own without hearing from him. So my mind wandered, I listened to some new files (as I noted earlier in this journal), which worked to get me off, and then I sort of stopped visiting WMM and I stopped listening to files. Last night I took my laptop to bed with me and listened again to the Bubble file - just to see if it still worked. Boy, did it! I was back in love again. Then tonight - an hour ago - I logged into my Yahoo account and quickly received this message from my Master, "i know u do... i did it to make you miss me so you know who you belong to..SHOOT" (haha did i forfet to mention that this pathetic slave peppered its Master with whining, plaintive "I miss you" messages? what a nut I am, huh?) of course I became elated hearing his voice, or reading it, and very, very hard. Wow. We chatted about my growing dependence on Him, and then I asked permission to ask Him a question, which he allowed, "how will you take my mind?" I asked Him, "this turns me on very much, yet i do not understand the process." I am still hot about His response to me: "im going to send you a series of emails that are slowly going to take away your will and your wants and desires and replace them with the thought of only doing my bidding... in fact you may even start to want to do nothing but find me and lay at the foot of my bed" -- "but not all at once" -- "but not all at once" -- "almost like your making the decision... which you are" -- "you already have.. you just haven't pursued it" He spread this out over four messages. I am so into this! One HAS to get hard and worship this kind of MAN, right? I promised Him to listen daily to email slave, I want it so bad. Dombbum is my master, and this slave is glad.