It's like Master is psychic. I finished listening again to Hypnofun - for a kind of booster - and He sent this slave an email. It felt so good, it almost blew a load right then.

"I can't think. I can't think I can't think." I woke up in the middle of last night saying this aloud. Clearly I can still think, and put together complex sentences, but still...I wonder if my saying that is my subconscious recognizing what is happening before I do - before the slave does?

I do find myself slipping an "it" into conversations every once in a while recently. The first time this took me up short - and got me pretty excited, too!

I've decided to listen with patience to the files and let happen what may. In the past I sometimes tried to push a behaviour I thought appropriate. Hoping maybe that such action would "prime the pump" so to speak. I think I understand now that the subconscious works in its own way and at its own time.

Delayed gratification and constant gratitude - these are appropriate to the slave, yes?