hello everyone, im sorry i didnt write in my journal last night i had to work out of town and wasnt home:( today i am missing Mistress Squirrel lots it doesnt take long with no communication for me to miss her:) i am excited to speak with her again and submit to her power and beauty, i am hopeful she will be online soon:) today my testicles remained up tight to my body in the morning and it is really starting to bother me i am at a loss right now what i should do, but i still know Mistress squirrel will help me through this:) i will be adding a new entry tomorrow and will keep this up daily to keep everyone informed of my progress. Miss you Mistress :)